my biker | yeonbin

forty seven

soobin's p.o.v

the only thing in my head was yeonjun. he fucked, he really did but i could feel the love radiating off of him. that's what sets him apart from all the other people i've spent time with. he loves me. nobody fulfilled my desires and pleasures more than he did. crying was not something i did when i was having sex with someone. all i thought of when i had sex with someone was, god please let him finish quickly because i simply did not feel the pleasure. im not trying to compare him, because that's an injustice towards yeonjun. but this man, this man, he made me cry and beg for him to give me pleasure. im pretty sure i knocked out after the whole thing, he really drained me of my energy and in a good way. i know for sure masturbating isn't going to do it for me now.

but you see, after you wake up from passionate love making, you would think that you'd be lying next to your partner, all dreamy and smiley and loving. but that was not what i got.
instead, as soon as i woke up, i could hear yeonjun cursing and the car racing on the road. the tyres screeched against the tar as he turned right from the t-junction. he constantly looked at the rear view mirror and cursed again before speeding even faster. you could tell he was panicking.
" shit.. fuck!! i would do that but i can't, that'll just mean soobin's at more risk of getting hit. think, daniel. think, for fucks sake!"

" yeonnie..?" his eyes widened as he looked behind him momentarily.
" oh for fucks sake!" i felt tears welling up in my eyes as my lips began to tremble.
" w-what-" he seems to realise what he did. " oh, nonono, no baby, im not mad at you okay?"
"b-but-" he shook his head as his hands gripped the steering wheel. he kept looking behind through the rear view mirror. and that's when i realised, someone's following us.

" okay baby, listen to me okay? i need you to climb to the front seat yeah?" i quickly nodded my head, but as i sat up, pain shot through my back and my ass. i whimpered in pain. " sorry baby.." i just kept quiet, knowing he needed his peace and quiet to think about things. i beared through the pain and successfully, after multiple attempts, to maneuvre myself into the front seat. i pulled my seatbelt on and breathed out. yeonjun took my hand and kissed it quickly before his hands went back to the steering wheel and the gear knob.

" will you be a good boy and call taehyun for me?" my heart fluttered when he said that. good boy. focus soobin now's not the time. i called taehyun using yeonjun's phone. i put it on speaker. " yes, hyung?" his voice was cracked and it was obvious he had been crying.
" taehyun. im gonna need you to call in for code 4. do you understand?" i could hear the audible gasp from the other line.
" what?! you mean-"
" yes, taehyun. now."
what was this code 4? why was taehyun so shocked about it? taehyun ended the call right after that.

" im gonna need you to trust me and close your eyes, soobin. okay?"
i was even more confused. why would he want my eyes closed?

" please, baby.." his voice.. there was something in it that made my heart break. he knows something was going to happen soon and he didn't want to tell. so i did the only thing i could.

trust him and close my eyes.