my biker | yeonbin

twenty seven

yeonjun pov

" ready to go?" i asked him. it was traumatizing to see the scene in front of me five minutes ago. soobin crying and trying to push that bitch away. it hurt me. he didn't deserve that. no one does. but fuck the moment i heard him screaming for me, i knew something wasn't right. it was the only reason why i intended to stay in the bar. the desperation in his voice when i heard his scream, i flew from the stool. when i bust throught that door and saw that damn man trying to harm my little baby, i didn't care anymore. i've already done the time and i'd do it again if it means my baby is safe.

it kills me that soobin thinks its his fault that ramirez touched him that way. it kills me that soobin thinks of himself as someone so worthless when really, he wasn't. he means so much to me. from the day i was released from that damned place, i thought it was fate how i found him and saved him. i'd like to think it was god's way of saying, " hey, he's meant for you, take care of him." but i didn't anyway and that's why this happened. i knew the moment we got together shit would go down. i just thought i would be selfish just once and take him but i guess fate had other plans. i had to research on how to make soobin feel loved and i'll do just that by starting with the most annoying couple, taehyun and beomgyu. i ordered for a taxi to come pick us up because i thought soobin would feel more comfortable as there is more space between us than on the bike.

as soon as we got on the taxi, soobin stuck to the door with a huge gap between us. the driver uncle looked at the rear view mirror, probably thinking we had a lovers quarrel.

" baby...we're gonna have to talk later..i need you to know that you're loved.." i started, softly looking at him. he only nodded.
" baby..you do know that it wasn't your fault, right?" he nodded and i just stopped questioning him. i let him have his space. it was silently hurting me that he went through this. i didn't know i was tearing up until i felt the drip on the back of my hand. i sniffled and wiped away my tears. i exhaled a breath and sat quietly, before i felt warm hands surround me. i leaned my head against him and cried my eyes out like there was no tomorrow.

" i-im so s-sorry...im so so sorry i s-suck at being your b-boyfriend. i was supposed to p-protect you a-and keep you safe b-but i-i obviously didn't.." i could feel him tearing up as well, " junnie..you're great and you did protect me didn't you? you beat him up right? and im sure you're already planning something in your head..my strong baby..just don't get arrested for the third time. do you understand?" i nodded my head. i noticed he said third time but it wasn't the time for us to talk about it. priorities. i've never felt this vulberable with anyone before. he brought out this side of me that even i don't even know i had. i was slowly softening my heart because of him. he made my heart feel things and made it so..warm. i guess he really is the one for me and i hope nothing comes between us for awhile.