Pen - pen: Disarm my Pain

60TH

Hi? This is the 60th chapter of the book,
I wanted to ask if you're still with me?,
Or you're enjoying its new look?,

A lot of work to do, a ton of words to stay,
scrambling the letters of building blocks,
is a hard game to play,

I promise to end this,
but not here today,
and no matter how hard it is,
I just came here to stay,

This is my most successful book,
next to A Grateful poetry and Glitch,
the 14 years old me is doing some shit right now if he will find out that his book was getting a ton of reads,

I'm here to release my demons,
and practice my second language,
to gain more confidence,
and to rebuild my conscience,

Most of the poems here are created for only 30 minutes to 1 hour,
some were written last 4 years ago,
the fact that I don't give a fuck on publishing it without editing is a sin for me,
But there's something in those poems that makes me happy,

I can see my growth and milestones,
the words are clearer now, maybe less dim,
this is the year that I came back,
I am hoping you'll stay,
or I'll come to your house and I'll make you pay.

Love a ton!