Pen - pen: Disarm my Pain

MORNINGS

I wish to travel the skies,
While there is no darkness hiding the warmest sun,
The World stops from turning,
And here I am, sitting on my window,
Sipping a cup of coffee,

I like the feeling of waking up,
Staying positive in life and sudden tidying up,
When times get rough,  I will take a nap,
Another morning, another story,
sudden start of a new chapter,
Makes me feel relieved, forgetting about the dreams on the top of the tier,

I wanted to live inside the tower,
With music,  with food,  without someone,
I wanted to be an island in the middle of a continent,
For i really wanted to escape the reality,
this is an escape, a new strike for a forbidden bounty,

My happiness, is precious,
Unlike Golds and diamonds,
they only own their unique rarity and luster,
This isn't rare,
This isn't fair,
Why would the people around me try to fade this away?,
Or should I say,
Why should I wanted them to fade this happiness away? ,

This is just a dream,
For new morning reminds us that there is another night to cry with,
even the sun never leaves us,
humans isn't permanent in this world,
They die, they try,
The reason for waking up is the obligations,
That the world sets for you,
Never try to release the opportunity ,
For it is the only morning,  that you shouldn't miss,
The sunshine that never dies,
Only you in the state of trance,
Should give yourself a chance.

I wish there is an understanding,
For this morning,
I wanted to lay on bed,
Again.