Pen - pen: Disarm my Pain

LEAVES

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A simple letter won't hurt,
for i know where i should start,
From the roots up to the trunks and leaves,
i wanted a long break for this tasteless live,

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For someone who doesn't know who I am,
I will better cherish the moments until those petals of time fell,
no one should know how pretty the leaves when they were green,
until they turn brown and fell to the deepest unseen,

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I have a dream that everybody loves to know,
who am I? to the world that presented a show?,
loosing grip on the things that the world shared and flow,
should I miss the sunset when the storm reaches the snow?

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Eternal dreams hunt me in the dark,
surely i put my hands to leave all worries to god,
i didn't put any effort in the trunks in my faith to be strong,
for i would always pay attention for the fruit that i wanted for so long,

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Leaves of my past shows their downfall,
they can't go up,
nor show up,
because the roots tries to let them down,
and the rain keeps on burying their frowns,

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I lose control on the things i wanted to be grateful with,
and I didn't take responsibility on the plans that I planned before the seed,
nor the vines can't handle the haunt in my deeds,
I was bewitched by the stories of scary bleeds,

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I won't forget the time I planted a tree,
i used to water it four times in a day,
I visited it five times in a week,
until I became weak,

The leaves makes my downfall up,
showed my settings to be glowed up,
oh! a mysterious dream that i have!,
a cleared memory of being a pitiful human being in the world of pea-minded doves.