Pen - pen: Disarm my Pain

SCREAM

I started everything with a whisper,
and now I wanted to scream,
Every glass and windows will shatter,
because of this helpless dream,

I am out of words.

No balance,
No shame,
No gate and keys,

This is an open book,
And I can't let you go out.

My dearest sanity,
My ever flowing grace,
This words can be so thorny,
Leaving your feet in base,
I can't help you to overcome safely,
Without getting cut by the vase,
Shattered, so slender,
You can't escape this haze.

You can scream,
But no one hears you,
You can sleep,
But there's no bed for your back to lean to,
How's life?,
Is it a bit hard?,
How's the knife?,
Is it painful? Bleeding you right?

Stabbed in the back,
Looking for luck,
Slay some offerings,
Even a good hen or a duck,
You should leave the flock,
Or the flock will leave you under the block.

Six feet under,
Or under six feet?,
You can be hanged,
You can be slaughtered,
You can here bangs,
Here's some peace before the sunder,

I'm leaving you devastated,
Because I am devastated too,
Feel the words inside,
And vomit the clues,
Decode my message,
Or I'll decode you,
I can't read your mind,
But I can fool you,
Start to smile like a villain,
For there is no hero will come,
To save you.