Pen - pen: Disarm my Pain

HEY? (2)

Hello? How are you?

I don't know how can I introduce myself to you, but all I can say about myself is,

I am a human, hahaha, just kidding, this is supposed to be a love letter!, nah, but for now, its not, you know what?,

I am waiting for you, I can't wait to see your ocean eyes again and see the happiest smile you wear every single day. We were school mates, but I never tried to help myself to talk to you, because I am a bit shy, I can't handle my emotions, I will storm away when I see you in front of me, or experience butterflies in my stomach, I don't really know how to approach a woman, I don't even know about how to start a conversation with you.

I am just a simple guy who likes to read books and do crazy stuffs, I like to make poems and scripts.

One day, I've seen you walking on the sidewalk while reading a book, I was shocked, the book you're reading was also my favorite book. I'm sure that I can't spoil you about the events happened in the story.

It feels weird, I am talking to you using this, and you don't even know about this, You can't even reply to this :<,

I felt so bad for myself, I lose confidence each day,
But there is no wrong for being sad,
Because it is natural,
Is it natural to feel sad every single day?,
I know this feels getting so weird,
It feels like we were having a chat together,
And I am just here saying stories about myself.

I woke up earlier this day, and it is very different on my daily routine,
I feel so bad for my english writing skills,
I am just trying hard for this, But as you can see, I am giving my best, but honestly,
I can't even find the right words to tell you the story,

But the weirdest thing I've ever done right now is that,

I wasted my time checking the clock for the rice to cook,
But It is lunch time already, and my family was sitting on their thrones to eat,
And suddenly found out that the rice cooker wasn't "turned on" to cook the rice.

Hahahah

Thanks for the short time, I hope to see you again!