Pen - pen: Disarm my Pain

ILLUSIONS

This is the tale of someone,
with broken wings,
a forbidden character,
without tangled rings,
hope she can't find a lover,
or a filthy prince,
to kiss a toad,
is just a bravery beyond magical means,

However i wasn't satisfied with fairy tales,
but i usually fixed imaginations,
sometimes i disjointed words without connections,
a blur in the eye,
just makes those words turn the table and shutter,

Oh!, you'll be deceived by the beauty,
no one knows how tragic it is to increase such duty,
paid for something that is truly unnecessary,
breaking those bones aren't increase their salary,
even suffering till death doesn't make them a hero for the country,

Too bad for things that brings us alive,
were just a simple illusion,
traced by those memories that take us to the end of conclusions,
started beyond those unanswered questions,
till we rot our nerves by just focusing to disgusting opinions,

The middle of the word is nothing,
the letter "O" and "R" is just a painting,
Optical Illusions doesn't bring you something,
Just making you Rust your brain till they tickle your eyes, suffering,

losing control to make words in to a pattern,
making my eyes to stare at my lover,
is it necessary to look for someone who doesn't feel you?,
like, you are aware that they didn't like you?,

Snipers, Assassinations,
whispers and sunsets,
making me out of tune,
i missed your phone calls,
writing those sonnets,
making those lyrics and scripts,
making myself haunted,
just to lure you,that i am taunted,
just to lure you,
i am untalented,



here's the knife,
can't you reach it?,
like your expectations from me?,
can you prove it?,
things in my head,
just to have some treat,
it's a simple scare,
a serious threat,

Just to make you smile,
here's a joke,
One must know how to trace some lines,
but those eyes can't see the real ones,
bring others down pleases them,
trying to be intelligent,
just to satisfy those crocodiles around them,
how diligent,

Smile, it's just a joke,
partly true?, no it's the whole thing,
the whole world isn't real too,
staring to these words also doesn't pleases you,
just keep reading until you received something from my blue,
insanity? is also true

Flowers doesn't please you,
even chocolates makes you hyper,
oh! rings?, you just rejected it,
but those pendants and earrings made of gold,
were accepted as they were told,
trying to fix those mess until it gets old,
living traces of illusions,
until they get bold,

Here's a simple judgement,
i will be leaving soon,
how tragic it is?,
to say thank you,
even your'e not listening.
yet your'e reading.
Here's a tip,
go read for more,
until you can't escape from my mind,
full of sore.