Pen - pen: Disarm my Pain

FUN

The sky is dark, so am I,
The moon is bright but you're trying to hide your feelings,
I'm under the night and starry sky,
Wishing you, to be mine.

I'm on the verge of crying,
But i'm facing my fears, i'm trying,
Cutting all the bad vibes away,
But look who's not here to stay,

I don't care right now, my hopes are falling,
I don't realize, i'm taking damage,
From this simple dream I have,
I'm ruining myself slowly,

I don't care how far, i'm just here waiting,
I don't realize the time its taking,
I don't know the cost to pay,
I just want you here to stay,

I mean, it is fun reading this book,
But it isn't fun at all,
I miss reading different novels and poems,
and I recently hate to see texts for a while,

But you, I can read you like an open book in the sunny sky,
you're like a red rose in the middle of a sunflower field,
you're trying to hide while your foot prints in the sand was noticeable,
Are you trying to trick me?,
or you're leaving tracks for me to find you?

I was mesmerised to the fact that you're keeping me,
while you're trying to lure my eyes to look for anybody,
I just wish you to be happy,
As long as you can be,
I hope that, you,
you'll end up with me,

This is traumatizing,
Its filling my lungs, breathing so hard,
butterflies pours, caught me off guard,
hands are shaking, so smooth like lard,
I was petrified, i'm blasted to shards,

I hope you like the tones,
because I'll end up eating the cones,
Trying to find some ice cream, while driving the zones,
While craving for you, you're hunting me,
from my skin to bones,

I don't mean to scare you,
its just me, making this poems,
a series of words, my reflection, my clones,
the words are aligned to the lines they match,
I can say that you love this style so much.