Pen - pen: Disarm my Pain

LOVE (2)

I,
I can't find the right definition for this,
But as you know,
Few people tried to steal this,
Some people blessed,
Some people are just hopeless,
Some were wealthy enough to manipulate this,

I tried to be positive here,
Do you ever dream about someone?,
Include her or him on your dreams?,
And kiss his or her cheeks so lightly,
Sunsets beside the beach,
Sand beneath your feet,
Sound of the waves crashing when they reach the shore,
And the never ending cold sea breeze,
But,
The clock runs swiftly,
Darkness devour the sweetest scene,
Until you realize you were lonely,
Lying on your warm bed,
While your heart beats so fast, cold and dead.

You don't need someone to complete you,
You should be complete first,
And share the portion of completeness with someone,
You should be independent,
try to waste your time spending happiness alone,
And never try to fake the face you wear,
Every single day should be worth it,
Smile for the best, tomorrow we can rest,
And problems?,
It is just a test.

I wanted to take this opportunity to tell you,
That love isn't a thing that you should follow,
Emotions can affect the things you do,
Roses can be beautiful but thorny,
Love can't be peacefull,
I'm sorry,

If you wanted to go further,
Keep it slowly,
Roads without signs are dangerous,
Love without signs makes you anxious,
It was a pain on the chest,
Maybe it can be a flower or the pest,
I wish you to have all the best,
Remember that bees buzz around the honeycomb,
It is a painful start of the test.