Pen - pen: Disarm my Pain

HAUNTED

A one-shot word within my board,
sailing me to lord,
why is it dull and unclear?,
i am just hearing something that isn't real?

Oh! i see something from the sea,
is it really him?, or just an illusion for me?,
can someone say how rude this could be?,
a haunted mission beyond this, i flee,

Hours and minutes place some crime,
seconds just killing someone with rhyme,
tick-tack, the song of the Rhine,
how's it going?, it's the division of dime,

Gold and silvers just the same,
place some fire and burn it just for fame,
your soul can't deny the guilt as all of you looks plain,
who's having a dirty hands?, looking for pain?,

Say that i am a prisoner,
longing for nothing,
all i have to wait is the execution,
not the expected time of filthy and insane,

Oh? sure, you're going to heaven,
without wings, are you still going to be forgiven?,
yeah, this is insanity, how's it darling?,
do you think listening and reading makes your soul darken?

Honestly I have something to tell,
the words i want to lend as i fell,
to the ground with flowers on the surface,
i leave this words of loneliness,

I want to play a guitar once more,
but my fingers keep aching,
i want to sing like crazy before,
but my voice keep on cracking,

I just wanted to go back to the past,
so i can move my body and hug you till last,
just making this memories that make my dream last,
so this is my final words before the heartbeat cast,

The time will stop and so my heartbeat you'll see,
the pain inside doesn't place some ties on thee,
hey?, wanna hear me crying? here's a piece of advice,
go to your room and pray for my soul, it's nice

Haunted, a bravery of one filthy soul,
nothing but hating thyself or my role,
something unbearable, something stolen from my bowl,
are you going to attend to someone's funeral with singers of fowl?,

My body keeps taken from granted,
feels so eerie, i just picked up a piece of swollen bread,
the wine i wish i have was dead,
the soul i have i wish was nearly dread,

Praying is my escape,
calling my saints aren't bring me to his cape,
oh! my savior where are you?,
save me from the horror and cold nights of blue,

Try to steal where i am now,
try to remember how those smiles are scattered till now,
a one shot poetry, your'e reading right now,
is it necessary to have three "Now(s)" before i bow?

sailor, sailor, where are you!,
please turn this boat and bring something new,
a path without rocks aren't the same as you,
i am filthy for i hate resting on the waving waves of hue,

Colors, can't deny,
the temperature were sharing can't die,
how's it going? is it really a tie?,
or just a sudden coolness beyond your cry?

In just a blink of an eye,
were going to die,
short listed words started to fly,
so our souls can't reach the highest try,
until someone will save those filthy humans on the sea of Lies