(This chapter is a bit of a rollercoaster, I apologise in advance 😂)
July 28th 2020
- Taylor -
New York is probably one of my least favourite places to be these days, especially with the kids. I'm really glad we're getting to see Karlie's family, but nothing stresses me out more than the paparazzi. We've taken every precaution that we can and we're staying at Karlie's apartment to try and avoid them, especially since we don't want anyone finding out about this wedding, but I can't help being on edge.
"I forgot what it's like to wake up to silence," Karlie's tired voice breaks me from my anxious thoughts and I smile as I look up to her, running my hand over her stomach under the blankets, "I forgot what it's like to sleep past seven," I laugh as I notice that the time on the clock beside her reads 9am.
We got in on Sunday and went to spend the day with Karlie's family yesterday. Ro is in love with all of her aunties and begged for a sleepover, so when Tracy offered to let them all stay there, she also offered to keep August and give us the night off.
"I miss waking up like this," I kiss her bare shoulder and Karlie laughs as she runs her fingertips over my back, "that's why we have to savour every single second," she pulls me into her body and I smirk, "we do."
I move into her lap and push her hair back out of her face as I admire her soft features, "you're so beautiful," I can't help but blurt the words, she is totally jaw-droppingly beautiful and I'm constantly in awe of the fact that she is going to be my wife in a few short days. "How lucky of our kids to have two hot moms," Karlie smirks as she pulls me into a kiss and I shake my head - she has this magical way of making me feel beautiful, no matter what.
Her hands hold me firmly in her lap as we make out, both of us so desperate for the other. We were always so intimate before the kids, and not just sex but in every sense - we don't get much time alone these days. I miss simply holding her hand as we walk or being able to just hop on a plane and be with her when she's not with me. These days we push a stroller and hold Rosie's hands, and going anywhere takes military planning. Although, we wouldn't change it for the world.
"You better finish what you started last night, Taylor Swift," Karlie hums against my lips and I laugh as I pull away from her, "it's 9am, Karls, do you really want to get into this now?" I kiss her neck as she hums in approval, my lips travelling to all of her sweet spots that I've had the luck of getting to discover over the last year. "Relax for me, my love," I smirk as I spread her legs and the model moans as she grinds her core into my knee.
"I'm surprised you still have any energy after last night," we had to take every opportunity we got, and we were both pretty wiped out when I fell asleep in her arms early this morning. "You drove me crazy last night," her words are breathy as she gasps and I kiss her again, "you just sound so pretty moaning my name."
My fingers slip between her legs and Karlie lets out a desperate moan as she grabs my wrist, "easy, baby..." she locks onto my eyes as she slows my rhythm, her body still sensitive - things got a little intense last night. "I've got you, Karls," I pull her into a deep kiss and she moans against my lips as I stroke circles on her clit, only for a moment before I kiss my way down between her thighs.
I keep it soft and gentle, but it isn't long before Karlie is tangling her fingers in my hair and pulling me closer. "Don't stop... I'm so..." her moans are breathy and full of need as her back arches and I reach up for her to take my hand - the model holding it tight as the combination of my fingers and mouth push her right to the edge, her thighs shaking as they wrap around my head.
