(Requested, I based loosely this off of myself and all the stuff I've been through as a transgender man minus all the transphobia I get)
Hi, I'm Christopher Perrie Oxlade-Chamberlain, I'm 15 years old and the youngest child of Alex and Perrie Oxlade-Chamberlain with a older brother named Jaden Kennedy Oxlade-Chamberlain who's 17
Hayden's POV: I know exactly what you are thinking, why does a kid have a very masculine forename but a feminine middle name? Simple answer is I'm a closeted transgender male! My birth name is Chlóe Perrie Oxlade-Chamberlain and that's how I've been referred to for the past 14 years of my life.
"Chloe, can you come here please?" I hear dad call for me from down, I cringe at that name but listen regardless and head downstairs.
"Yes, dad?" I reply, nervously. He did sound quite upset by his tone so I hope he hasn't found anything out.
"Why am I get emails from your school counsellor about you wanting to change your name?" He asks, pulling a face.
"Can we talk about this when mam gets home?" I respond, sheepishly. Surprisingly, he nods and allows me to go back upstairs. As I get upstairs, I walk past Jaden who is the only other one to know about my gender, he asks "You good, lil bro?". I nod but he doesn't really believe me so he pulls me into his room.
"What's going on?" He asks, sitting in his desk chair.
"Dad has found about me wanting to change my name to Christopher!" I whisper yell, making him raise his eyes. "I'm dead!"
"Chris, dad ain't like that. You haven't told mam or dad have you?" He asks and I shake my head.
"I hate to ask but will you be with me because I'm gonna have to come out as transgender later" I ask him, voice weak and spluttering. He nods, ruffling my hair.
3 hours later: Mam has just returned home and now the nerves have really started to kick in as we eat dinner. "Right, a certain somebody has something to tell us" Dad announces, eyeing me. "So you asked to talk about this later, what is it?" I take a deep breath in and go quiet not knowing what to say, I glance at my elder brother whom gives me a reassuring smile.
"What's going on, darling? You can tell us" Mam urges me on.
"You've got this." Jaden mouths to me, I gain composure "There's something yous should know about me and it's very important to me. I've never felt comfortable being labelled as a female and since the age of 5 I've been exploring my gender and came to the conclusion that, um..." I begin before my voice breaking and tears streaming down my cheeks.
"We're listening, sweetheart. What is it?" Dad tells me, softly.
"That I am a transgender male" I admit, wiping my eyes. I just see mam get out of her seat, walk up to me and hug me.
"That's so brave of you to tell us that, darling" She tells me, tears threatening to escape her eyes. "I am so proud of you". I smile, looking at my dad who's smiling at me.
"Just like mam said, I am so proud of you for coming out to us. Do you have a preferred name and pronouns that you'd like to tell us?" Dad asks, grinning.
"Christopher and he/they pronouns" I reply, beaming. "And can you not use my middle name anymore?" They both nod.
"I'm so happy to have you as a son, kiddo" Dad tells me and I gain a sense of pride and happiness hearing those words.
(This isn't how my coming out went, mine went I told my parents over texts because I was so terrified of their reactions, they claimed to accept it but still don't call me the correct pronouns or name! Nobody in my family does but luckily my school does!)
If you are LGBTQ+ and you don't have supportive people in your life, I will glady become your trans brother and will love yous no matter what!
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