"holland, I just need to focus for like one minute", I smiled frustratedly, while holland was pressed behind me, kissing my neck and shoulders while I was attempting to place my mascara
"well maybe you shouldn't have walked in wearing a dress like this", she mumbled, her hands wandering over every inch of my body
"darling if you don't stop we will be late", I turned around still holding the mascara brush
"so what if we're a little late", holland kissed under my jaw
"it's my sisters wedding", I whimpered "I can't be late"
"fine", holland sighed taking a step allowing me to finish getting ready
"will you stop looking at my ass?", I smirked into the mirror
"no, unfortunately I can't"
I took a step back, standing next to holland looking at us both in the mirror.
holland was wearing a suit, that made her already intimidating look intensify, while I had on a dress that was short and hugged me, my hair short but still blonde from Cordelia
"we're gonna be the best looking couple there", I gazed at her, my heels letting me be taller than normal, but she was still taller
"I can't help but look good with you on my arm princess", holland held me tightly into her neck "I love you, you know that"
"I know, I love you too"
"I would marry you in a heartbeat if I could", holland hummed, one hand on my lower beck while the other was in my heart
"you would?", I pulled back
"how could I not", out lips connecting tightly
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Holland pov
"I can't believe it's been over a year", Cathie spoke as we sat at one of the tables
"neither, you're daughter isn't a piece of cake", I joked
"oh I can only imagine", she chuckled "and you're enjoying working with Ryan?"
"very much so, we already have the next season ready"
"could you give me a sneak peak?"
"don't tell Sarah, because she doesn't know yet, and she won't get off my back"
"my lips are sealed"
"it's called Freak Show and it's about a troupe of human curiosities that arrive in town, there's going to be a killer clown, a bratty kid that wants to buy them for entertainment, some parts still aren't secured yet, but that's essentially it"
"do you know anything about Sarahs character?", her body lent forward in curiosity
"she's going to have to two head, a siamese twins type of deal", I laughed at the thought
"my god, that is just hysterical", she chuckled
"it's pretty exciting", I agreed
"oh god she's found the kids", cathie laughed pointing across the room
Sarah was laughing and dancing with these little girls, while she had a baby in her hips. Sarah held one the girls hand letting them do a twirl, while she swayed back and fourth
"she's beautiful", I whispered
"isn't she just"
Sarahs eyes caught mine, giving me the grandest smile, telling the girls something before coming over our way
"hi angel", I pulled the chair out little, Sarah sat the baby now resting on her lap
"Mia this is my mom Cathie, say hi Mia", Sarah picked up her fist waving it at Cathie "and this is my love holland", Sarah babbled repeating the same action
"honey, who's baby is that?", I smirked
"Dianes, isn't that right Mia, is Diane your mommy! yes she is"
"god she's just precious", cathie remarked "when are you two having kids?"
"mom we're not having kids", Sarah cleared her throat, while I suddenly felt very shy
"what do you mean you're not having kids?!", she was clearly taken back
"we're not having kids mom", she repeatedly calmly
"you have wanted a baby since you were little, we were even discussing baby names the other day. And what about the baby box you have back at home, the one that you had me swear not to throw out"
I tried to hide it but I was shocked, Sarah had never expressed any need or want for a baby. we talked about it once, and she didn't seem to care at all
"yeah, but then I met holland and things change", her voice got quieter
"darling you never told me that you wanted a baby"
"well you said that you didn't want one, so I just didn't want to mention it", she shrugged
"honey-"
"I might leave you two, I don't want to get involved", Cathie quickly spoke before leaving
"Sarah you should have said something", I sympathised
"holland you said you didn't want a baby, ever. those were your words. I don't want to lose you, so I don't bring it up", her voice trembled even though it sounded rather harsh
"but at the same time I am not the only one in this relationship darling", I took her free hand that wasn't holding onto baby Mia in her lap
"so you want to have a baby? is that what you're saying?"
"I'm just saying that if that is still what you want, then we should talk about it", I squeezed her hand
"really?", she bit her lip
"yes my angel", I kissed her gently, making Mia giggle "oh was that funny?", I laughed down at her
"do it again"
I leant in kissing her lips, receiving a giggled from Mia once again
"killing the mood Mia"
"holland don't bully the baby", Sarah beamed cupping my cheek
"I love you my angel"
"I love you more"
"do you want to hold her?", Sarah asked, hope streaming through her hues
"sure", I nodded taking the little thing into my hand "well hello little one, you're very precious aren't you? yes you are", I chuckled
"you're so beautiful", Sarah interrupted
"come here angel"
Sarah sat on my lap, while Mia sat on hers, my arms securing them both
filler chapter!
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