Tomorrow night is New Years Eve holland and I decided that we just wanted to be alone before I went away for four months filming.
Not to mention that holland was beyond eager to go back to the lake house.
It was around three in the afternoon, we had left at ten and we still had an hour to go. I had slept for most of the ride, while holland remained physical contact with me, in any form she could. Which usually consisted of holding hands, an arm around my shoulder or her palm placed securely on my thigh.
"better?"
"perfect", I relaxed
the heater in hollands car was broken and we were driving through snowy roads. I had wrapped myself in a large white blanket snuggling into hollands side as she kept her arm around me.
the thing that I loved about hollands car is that it was vintage, meaning there was nothing separating us from cuddling while she drove.
"I love your car"
"I love you in my car", she kissed the top of my head
"god we haven't been here in forever, I'm so excited", I smiled giddily
"see that bag at your feet?", holland spoke eyes still on the road
"yeah?", I said puzzled
"there's a little present in there for you", she smiled to herself
I waisted no time opening the bag to see a new film camera
"oh holland", I gasped tracing over the details of the silver camera
"there is also film, I didn't know if you wanted coloured or black-and-white so I got both", she explained gingerly
"darling there's like a years long supply of film here", I looked back to her
"I know, I didn't want you to run out. I want you take many pictures when you're in New Orleans and of the year to come.. these photos will be precious memories that you will cherish forever"
"god I love you", I leant over placing a long kiss onto her cheek
"I love you darling"
I went back into the bag, grabbing a black-and-white film, placing into the camera, immediately pointing it at holland
"no darling not now", she said in an intimidating tone that I hadn't heard since I was her student
"sorry", I put the camera back, snuggling into her side once more
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"tell me all the details of your first kiss?", I asked making holland turn red at the thought
holland had made a fire in the living room, we were both cuddled up under a blanket while reading question cards to each other that I had found at the gas station.
"okay, I was fourteen and we were playing spin the bottle at a school camp, it was so stupid and it lasted about three seconds" she laughed
"sounds romantic", I said sarcastically
"oh it was", she nodded "okay let's see..", she said, her hand lingering over the box while picking a card "ooh, okay. what is something you wish you could change about yourself?"
"I would change my inability to cook", I giggled
"same, I would love to be able to go to work, come home, cook a beautiful meal and wait for you"
"holland", I blushed "you're adorable", I kissed her gently "okay.... what is the biggest deal breaker in a relationship?"
It was on the card, but I generally wanted to know
"I think if they had a different view on wanting kids or getting married"
"and what are your views on that?", I sat up further
"well I don't want either", she shrugged
"you don't want either?"
"well no", she spoke simply "do you?"
"well I don't know, I've never really thought about it", I said sheepishly
"well we can't get married anyway"
"yeah I know that", I agreed
"do you want kids?", her tone was gentle, but I could tell she just wanted me to say no
"I don't want kids now, but I would hate to think that I'm just completely closing off that option incase I regret it one day.... but when I look into the future I couldn't never imagine myself having children.. being a mom"
"well I think you need to know that I don't want kids, ever. I'm 56, I'm only getting older-", I cut hollands words off with my lips on hers
"I know, I would rather have you anyway", I cupped her cheek
"I don't want you to give up on a family for me Sarah"
"you are my family", I kissed her again "maybe we can get a dog one day"
"yeah I would like that", holland hummed kissing my forehead
"okay can we keep playing, I feel like the mood just shifted", I smirked
"please", she huffed before picking up another card "whats the worst intimate experience you've ever had?", holland grinned at this question, wanting to know every detail
"well they've all been with you, and they've all been incredible", I growled sucking on her pulse point, eliciting a raspy moan
"I want you on the bed naked by the time I come in", she demanded gripping me throat before letting up go
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five.. kiss.. four.. kiss.. three.. two.. one.. we both spoke in unison
"happy new year", I whispered kissing holland deeply
"happy new year my angel", she kissed me again
I was laying in between hollands legs, my chest again hers, our naked bodies secure under the blankets while we counted down with the small clock on the night stand
"I love you"
"I love you more"
"I love you most"
"impossible"
"nothings impossible"
- couple of days later -
Catherine pov (Sarahs mother)
"oh god this place this beautiful", spoke Oliver my boyfriend of nearly five months
"isn't it", I smiled agreeing as we walked into the house
"do you hear that?", Oliver stopped as we made our way into kitchen
"hear what?", I looked at him
"that weird noise, I don't know.... just listen"
I stayed quite, before hearing what Oliver was talking about
"it sounds like it's coming from up stairs", he spoke
"lets go check", I took his hand walking up the stairs
we walked down the hallway and the closer we got the louder it got
"what is that?", I whispered but he just shrugged
"oh god please, yes please", was heard un-distinctively from the other side of the door
"well open it", Oliver looked at me with an uneasy but curious look
"holy shit", I gasped opening the door to my naked daughter tied to the bedpost with a equally naked woman in-between her legs fingering her so hard that she was the headboard was hitting the wall
"mom!", was screamed, as I shut the door
short chapter, sorry
