"I don't know what I'm doing anymore holland.. I eat, drink and sleep those girls..we both do, and I miss us"
"we haven't gone anywhere.. oh my darling, we're right here.. it's you and me, just like it's always been"
"it's just so hard", I breathed
"I know my love, I know it is. There's two of them, it was always going to be harder, but there's also two of us.. and look at us, we've got two sleeping babies and this big old house all to ourselves", holland cupped my cheeks to emphasise her point
"I'm just so tired.. and I never felt like that before", I spoke slowly
"why don't we go to bed darling?"
"I don't want to go to bed", I wrapped my arms around her, nuzzling into her neck "I've finally got you all to myself"
Holland pov
I held Sarah tightly, running my hands up and down her back, placing kisses to the top of her head occasionally
"darling?", I whispered as I felt her body become heavy "sweetheart?"
she remained motionless.
"okay come on darling", I struggled for a moment before standing up, lifting Sarah with me, carrying her securely into the bedroom
I lay her down and she still hadn't made a single movement.
She's so tired.
"shh darling, it's okay", I assured her when she began to whine as I removed her clothes
I stood there for a moment in the middle of the room.
On one side of me I had the love of my life sleeping peacefully for the first time in a while, and on the other side I had my two daughters who I knew would be waking up any minute to feed. I hustled over, gently taking them into my arms, closing the bedroom door behind me.
This routine was typical.
they're so little, so holding them both in one arm as I prepared their bottles was a simple task that I loved.
"okay my sweet girls", I lay them down, holding their bottles letting them feed, almost falling asleep myself as I sat there watching them
"holland?", Sarah whispered as I crawled in beside her
"I fed the girls and they're changed, go back to sleep my love", I kissed her cheek, holding her from behind
"I need you"
"I'm right here princess"
"I need you", Sarah whined, rolling over, straddling me instantly
"darling?", I lay my hands on her thighs, looking up at her. Sarahs face was lit beautifully as the moon outside the window accentuated her striking features, her curly hair hanging down around her neck
"please"
the moment that her lips met mine, it was like our first time all over again. Sarah was trembling and I was just as nervous, although I hid it, wanting to take of Sarah. Taking care of Sarah, no matter the circumstance felt like a great pleasure, and never more than in this moment. Our tongues danced in a fight for dominance, and of course I won.
My breath drew heavily as my hands circulated every inch of her body, it was as if I had never felt a figure before. Her skin was hot to touch, and yet the fire seemed to be burning within me.
It really our first time in a sense. Sarahs' body had completely changed, I hadn't yet been able to completely love and admire this new body of hers. This new body.... well it was just simply heavenly, just as her body was before.. simply heavenly.
"oh holland please", Sarah moaned softly as I flipped us, my lips kissing her neck instinctively
that first moan.
how could I describe it?
I loved hearing her, I mean how could you not. She had a different whimper, moan and sound that executed from her when you pleasured the different parts of her delicate frame. Her moans were breathy around her neck, high on her stomach, life defying between her legs.
Making my way down her body felt like a mission, a mission to make my love feel beautiful and desirable. I skipped over her breasts for obvious reasons, but I replaced this with dedicated time on her thighs.
"oh, oh, oh my god, oh holland, oh, oh", Sarah whimpered beneath her hand when I first made contact with her clit.
I longed to hear her in her entirety, but we both needed this time.. we had been craving this time for so long.. we didn't want the babies waking up to ruin it
"oh god I love you"
Sarah moaned just as she did our first time, it was full of nuance and need. It was as if I had never even been down here before, even though I knew this area better than anywhere else. Every detail.. it was perfection in my eyes.. all of her was perfection.. simply heavenly.
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"I really missed you", Sarah nipped at the skin on my chest, as we lay breathless, naked in each others embrace, holding each other tightly, as though the world outside was full of war and danger that we could not survive, but right here.. in each others arms.. we had safety
"I missed you too my angel"
about twenty minutes had passed and the room was full of loving sounds. Sarah and I whispered sweet nothings back to each other as the wind whistled outside
"holland?", Sarah tired to pull back, but my grip only got stronger "holland my breasts are leaking"
"I know, but I don't want you to go", I pulled her further onto me
"honey it's going to be all over you, just let me get cleaned up"
"do you want to have a shower?"
"only if you're in there with me"
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"good morning", Sarah giggled, looking up to meet my eyes
"good morning my darling girl", I moved her hair out of her face
"thank you for last night", Sarah sat up a little so that she could rest her head against my chest
"oh it was my please", I smirked
"your pleasure hey?", Sarah rose her brows suggestively
"and yours", I kissed her deeply
"in a minute", Sarah mumbled against my lips, speaking to the girls who just woke up, before devouring our kiss once more "I'm gonna kill em", Sarah pouted looking down at me, their whined only becoming louder.
"can you feed them first?", I joked, making Sarah roll her eyes
"come here, my sunshines", Sarah lugged them over, laying Alice in my arms, she held Lorelei in her neck
"I forgot how beautiful this place is in the mornings"
"it's just.. beautiful really"
If you were a fly on the wall you would have melted. Sarah lay into my side, our naked bodies connection just as they did last night, as our daughters lay peacefully in our arms. It was cold outside, by Sarah made everything warm. She was my sun, and I was beyond to lucky to orbit around her.. the centre of my life, of my universe.. of my dreams
it was.. simply heavenly.
Hehe- Michael Jackson
Love you all
