You don't even want me

26.

[Camille]

I felt his lips on mine and all the negative feelings or thoughts that could've been there had dissapeared and made place for a warm feeling in my stomach.

Goosebumps were being formed on my skin when his tongue slowly ran over my lower lip, asking for permission to enter. When I allowed him, my whole world started spinning.

I felt his hands on my hips and he lead my body to where he wanted it; I took a step back and my back gently hit the wall. I jumped up as I didn't expect it and broke from the kiss for a second in which James looked at me, letting out a little chuckle before leaning in to kiss me again.

Our kiss made the butterlies in my stomach fly around wilder than ever and when we'd been kissing for a couple of seconds, it started to get more intense.

His hands slid up my arms and then down again, wandering over my sides while mine slid up to his hair and tangled them in his blonde locks, slightly pulling and gaining an approving sound from the back of his throat.

He pushed his body against mine and forced my legs open with his knee, standing so close to me I thought I couldn't breathe anymore. Not that I minded, though, not at all.

It was a Friday and he was at my house to tutor me, but we both had different plans and we both seemed to agree on doing something else. Kissing was much more fun than mathematics, anyway, so none of us complained. I didn't really care about my grades in that moment and maybe I'd regret that in the future, but that were problems not yet to worry about.

We suddenly heard the noise of someone fiddling with the handle of the backdoor and we immediately stopped kissing; he took a step back as well and quickly licked his lips while fixing his hair.

My sister opened the backdoor and walked in the room, stopping in her tracks when she saw James and I both looking at her, trying to look as innocent as possible.

Her gaze shifted between the tall boy next to me and me, stopping and beginning with me. "Why is he here?" she asked in the end with a little frown, and I felt panick bubbling up in my stomach. James turned his head to me with slightly widened eyes, clearly being nervous as well.

"Because it's Friday and he tutors me" I quickly explained, making her nod, but she still looked at me like she knew something was off.

"Okay, then where are your books?" she asked again, and I saw James awkwardly scratch the back of his neck form the corner of my eye, and I glanced at the empty table. "Eh, we haven't started yet" I told her, which wasn't completely a lie.

She narrowed her eyes slowly and sent James a glance as well. A silence fell over us and Chloe slowly walked towards the open door to the living room, turning around and looking at us one last time before actually leaving. "Behave" she said, breaking the silence and I rolled my eyes, nodding, even though I didn't have to listen to her at all; I was the eldest.

When we heard the door to the hallway shut, James and I looked at each other for a few seconds before he increased the distance between our bodies and stepped forward, planting his lips on mine in a gentle kiss.

I still couldn't believe that James was kissing me when he did it. I'd never thought it would actually happen in real life and not only in my dreams, but I absolutely didn't mind it.

His tall body lead me to the wall again and this time, I was prepared when my back hit it. I felt his lips turn up in a smile against mine before his hand ran all the way up my spine to tangle his fingers in my curls.

"I knew it!" we suddenly heard and both jumped up, breaking the kiss and he stepped away from me. I frowned when I saw Chloe standing in the doorway, looking at us with an amused look in her eyes.