You don't even want me

61.

[Camille]

My eyes scanned the wall full of flowers with a big smile on my face. For the first time in a long time, I stared at them really happily and it felt good. It'd always been rather melancholy in the past, but it felt good to finally let go.

I almost jumped up when I felt two arms being gently wrapped around my waist, but I immediately realised it was James and leaned into his front. I closed my eyes and smiled, letting my head rest against his chest. It didn't take him too long before he planted a soft kiss on top of my shoulder and then put his chin down to rest on the same spot. I bit my lip, my eyes still closed and the smile still on my face.

I sighed and looked to the side, staring at James, gaining a cheeky smirk.

I chuckled and tapped his hands on my belly, signaling for him to let go so we could continue getting ready for the New Year's party; and he got the hint with a smile.

I walked over to my wardrobe and opened it, slowly scanning all my tops while James went to the mirror in my room to try and fix his hair. My eyes found a prospective one, and I hesitantly grabbed it. I wasn't sure it was okay for the party.

I quickly took off the shirt I was wearing and put on the deep blue green longsleeve to see if it would work. From the corner of my eye, I could see James' head obviously turning to me and observing me and my actions with interest. Once I'd completely put on the new top, I turned my front to him questioningly.

He stared me down slowly, eyes slightly widened and lips slightly parted. "Wow" he stated surprised.

I chuckled and looked down, doubting if the V-neck was too deep, as it did show a pretty big part of my cleavage; a much bigger part than I was used to showing. The longsleeve was also pretty tight-fitting, so I guessed it made my chest really stand out and draw attention.

"Isn't it too much?" I asked James while looking down at my clothes; since I really didn't want to overdo it, I'd just combined it with my blue, loose jeans.

I looked up and saw James frowning, shaking his head with pouted lips. "You know, for a party" I shrugged a bit shyly, causing him to shake his head harder and more determined.

"No, I think you look very good" he stated, making me smirk.

He stared at me for a few seconds and then ran his hand through his hair, only messing it up more and making me laugh at his frustrated face. "Come here" I grinned, the both of us taking a step closer to each other as I reached out for his hair.

With a concentrated frown, I did my best to fix his hair, running my hands through it slowly and teasing a bit, curling a few locks around my finger. My eyes quickly lowered to his and noticed they were fixated on my cleavage, blankly staring at my chest. I tried to hold back a smile and continued fixing his hair.

"My eyes are up here, pretty boy" I stated dryly, noticing he widened his and he looked up at me with a surprised smile, clearly not expecting to be called out. Not that I minded, I mean, James was allowed to. "Yes Ma'am" he answered with a proud smile, and I chuckled.

With my hands still in his hair, I continued putting locks in a better place and he closed his eyes with a sigh, clearly enjoying it.

"I love you" he suddenly mumbled softly.

My eyes lowered to his again, moving back to his hair when I saw they were still closed. I noticed his hair was okay. Or at least as messy and perfect as always, anyway.

"And I love you" I answered before getting on my tiptoes to kiss his cheek, making his eyes blurt open with a smile. He wrapped an arm around my shoulder and smirked down at me. "Shall we?" he asked, and I nodded happily, actually being excited for a party; something I'd never thought I'd be.