SOULMATES ( A HAIKYUU MULTIPLE X FEM READER )

BOKUTO'S ENDING

"You want me to choose between the emotional abuser and the runaway?"

B: Well when you say it like that

K: Listen, we all have our faults here okay. Nobody is perfect.

O: Well-

B/K: NOT NOW

"Okay, well, this has been fun, but I'd rather be, hmmm, would you look at that, quite literally anywhere other than here, so, I'm gonna go and you three, well you can stay? Later!" I popped up to leave, but for every move I made, Tooru, Bokuto and Kuroo made the same move. "You know, this is considered a hostage situation, entrapment, maybe even imprisonment."

K: Come on Kitten

"That pet name is degrading."

K: You used to like it.

"Yeah and I used to like you so clearly I've grown as an individual."

B: (F/N), I'm not going to force you to stay-

"Then I'm going to go. Later!"

O: Hold up, wait a minute, he's not going to, but I am.

"You have a flight to catch; you can't hold out forever. I can wait."

K: Don't antagonize her.

"This game of Cat and Mouse is fun and all, but I've gotta go. You know what they say, things to do, people to see."

K: Kitten-

"Okay, clearly the time for speaking and listening is over. You don't want me to leave, I won't." I walked into Bokuto's room and shut the door, I locked the door and breathed out. Bokuto's room...for someone who hurt me so badly, why did my body and my mind equate him and his room to safety. I looked around trying to figure out what it was. There was nothing special about the room. It looked like anyone else's room, so why? I heard a light knock on the door, distracting me from my thoughts. A whisper of my name, a softness, a kindness in his voice, Bokuto.

B: (F/N)... are you okay in there?

"Yeah."

B: Would it be okay if I came in?

"No."

K: It's his room.

O: And we have the key. You'd be surprised how many times the owl locked himself out.

"Then why don't you just come in."

O: We're trying to respect your feelings.

"Then leave me alone."

*sigh*O: (P/N)... I know you're mad...but I can't fix us, if you don't talk to me... there's a wall between us

"It's actually a door."

O: (P/N) -

"It's funny, you know. Talk....Now you all want to talk, but when things were going bad, when things were in a place that they could be fixed, nobody wanted to talk. I tried so hard, with the three of you and you all made me think I was crazy....that I was insane for thinking that if I told you how I felt that you were going to leave. But tell me something, is it really paranoia if I'm right? Am I really the crazy one for knowing that I'm not a priority in someone's life and wanting to walk away? Why do I have to be the one to talk and compromise, why do I have to be the one to apologize, I'm a bitch for yelling or standing up for myself, but when I'm being stepped on it's just fine. I don't want to fight anymore. I don't want to constantly worry about whether someone's going to leave me, I just... I just want to be happy, and I don't think any of you three could do that. You're not the same people I fell in love with anymore and that's okay. We don't work and I don't want us to. It's my fault if I'm being honest. How can I expect you guys to respect me, if I don't even respect myself? I tolerate your behavior and it makes you think that it's okay, but it's not. If I let you in again, nothing will change, you'll hurt me all over again, and I'll be the convenient joke that never seems to learn her lesson."