SOULMATES ( A HAIKYUU MULTIPLE X FEM READER )

Chapter 21: SAYONARA TOKYO

 K: What was that blush about?

"I got embarrassed that I was zoning out okay?"

K: (P/N), don't lie to me. I know you and I know that look.

"What look? Have you officially gone insane?"

*Tetsu remembering Oikawa's words* K: You have this look, when you smile one of those goofy smiles, the ones that reach your eyes, and you look at a person with so much pride, that person knows that you think the world of them. That's what happened when you grabbed his face in there. I know that look. I miss that look. I miss you. I miss us.

I blushed. Did he actually know that much about me? Tetsu has always been analytical, but has he paid this attention to me? Has he read me like a book? "Tetsu, I'm miss you too, but"

K: Why does there have to be a but? You miss me and I miss you. What more is there to talk about.

"You chose Haruka over me. On the first day I got here, you said you had this feeling to protect me, but you didn't. How am I supposed to let that go? You picked someone else over me, and not just someone else, you picked some other girl that's in love with you. You picked someone who hates me, and wanted to cause harm to me, and what's worse is that you did it knowing all that information."

K: Baby, I'm sorry. I've said it a hundred times and I'll say it a hundred more.

"IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU SAY IT IF YOU DON'T MEAN IT."

K: I DO MEAN IT.

"NO, YOU DON'T. YOU JUST SIT THERE AND PRETEND LIKE IT DIDN'T HAPPEN. LIKE MY FEELINGS DON'T MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU. YOU WANT ME TO BELIEVE YOUR SORRY THEN SHOW ME" Tetsu came and wrapped me in a hug. "NO,YOU DON'T GET TO HUG ME, AND PRETEND LIKE THINGS ARE OKAY." Tetsu hugged me again and I pushed him back. He strengthened his grip around me. I started punching his chest. "LET GO OF ME." I kept punching his chest until I stopped and started furiously wiping away my tears. "NO, YOU AND OGRE-RUKA DON'T GET ANY MORE TEARS FROM ME. You don't get to make me feel bad and have everyone else clean up your mess."

K: How can I show you I mean it if all you do is run away from me? Tell me what you want me to do? I'll do anything. Whatever it takes. I'll do it.

"I want you to tell your team that we didn't sleep together. I want you to apologize to all the captains for causing them trouble and having to keep their team in line. I want you to apologize to Bokuto for snapping at him just now. I want you to apologize to my team for having to protect me and making me smile, WHEN YOU SHOULD OF BEEN THE ONE TO DO IT. I WANTED IT TO BE YOU AND YOU ACTED LIKE I DIDN'T MATTER. AND THE LAST THING I WANT. I WANT YOU TO TELL THAT TROLL THAT YOU ONLY LOVE ME. SHE CAN TRY TO BREAK US UP AS MUCH AS SHE WANTS, BUT IT'S NOT HAPPENING. YOU'LL NEVER LOVE HER, ONLY ME. SO GO, GO SHOW ME HOW SORRY YOU ARE." These stupid tears just kept coming down only to be match by ugly sobs at the end. Tetsu just kept rubbing my back trying to calm me down. He took my chin in his hand and forced me to stare into the hazel eyes I fell in love with.

K: (P/N), I'm so sorry I hurt you like this. I didn't know, but I do know and I will never forgive myself for making you cry. I'm a jerk and I'm sorry. I'm sorry for not being there when you needed me. I'm sorry for making everyone else pick up the pieces, and I'm sorry for making you think any other girl's feelings were more important to me than yours because they're not. I love you and I'm sorry I let you down.

Tetsu started to lean in for a kiss. I was so lost in his eyes that he almost had me. I turned my cheek at the last second and pushed him away. "You don't get to kiss me until every task on your list is done." I took this time in his weakened embrace to break away.