SOULMATES ( A HAIKYUU MULTIPLE X FEM READER )

NOONE'S ENDING

"Who's it going to be? You've got to be kidding me."

K: Shocked that they both still want to be involved in the drama, same, but that's how you know it's real love. So, which one? Owl boy or the cling on.

B: DUDE! NOT HELPING!

O: If you could kindly, SHUT THE HELL UP!

"I think this is my que to walk away."

B: Can I just ask why you're running away?

"Excuse me?"

O: Why are you leaving before we solve the problem?

"No, no, no, you don't get to say that. NONE OF YOU, GET TO SAY THAT. Don't act like I didn't fight for you, for any of you, because I did, hard, time and time again. So forgive me if now that I'm finally choosing myself that I'm exhausted from your constant bullshit."

B: (P/N)-

"Don't! Just don't Bokuto." Tooru walked over and wrapped me in his arms. As he stroked my hair, I started to relax.

O: Why don't we just take some time to think about it? Sort out your feelings without all this pressure and then we'll talk later.

I hated that, I hated how easy it was for him to regulate my emotions and while I hated that he could regulate them, I hated that I let him have this control even more. Tooru gently kissed my forehead then intertwined our hands. "Okay."

O: Let's take you home.

The walk home was a silent one, especially because Kuroo and Bokuto were trailing behind us. I was kind of hoping that I could talk to Tooru alone, but it wasn't happening. Instead I just gave him a hug and shut the door. I walked into my apartment where I found both Aiko and Hedge on the couch.

I: Hey Kid, everything alright?

I sighed and walked over to the couch where they both were sitting and laid my head on Hedge's lap. "You know what's funny. Any time someone asks if everything's alright and it's not, that phrase just makes you want to cry."

I: Tell me what he did and I'll end him.

"It wasn't just him Hedge, it was all of them...Tooru and I were making out on his couch and Bokuto came in with Kuroo. Bokuto punched him and started screaming about how he still had feelings for me, now they're all mad and they're telling me to pick because they're tired of the drama, but I don't want to pick because I don't want to date any of them." Hajime sighed, but Aiko's eye roll didn't escape me.

I: I'll never know why you let them treat you like this.

A: Because Hajime.... we accept the love we think we deserve and for some reason, your sister thinks this is all she's worth.

"I...I don't mean to."

A: I know you don't, but it hurts us too (P/N). It hurts to see you like this every single time one of those idiots hurt you. Just how much more of yourself are you going to give away? Soon, there'll be nothing left. You expect so much from yourself, so why is it that you accept so little from everybody else?

"I don't know ,but I want to fix it...how do I fix this? How do I learn to put myself first?"

I: That's a simple one. You treat yourself like someone you love. You're the type of person that would move the world for someone you love, maybe you want to try loving yourself a little first.

And in the moment, I remember the most important part of Mom's story, the part I needed all alone.

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