Today I'm hanging out with Harry. We're having a movie night since we haven't had one in a bit. Just me and him. It's been hard hiding my feelings for him but we made a deal. Besides he doesn't love me the way I love him. He said he's in love with someone so I have no chance.
"Haz hurry up with that popcorn already!" I shout to Harry who's been in the kitchen for 10 minutes.
I've already picked out a movie. He comes back into the room wearing no shirt...with a popcorn bowl in his hands.
"Yum," I say reaching my hand into the bowl. Little does he know I wasn't saying that to the popcorn...
"Come here," Harry says setting the popcorn on the coffee table.
I scoot closer to him and he wraps his arms around me. I lay my head against his chest.
***
I wake up to a loud sound on the tv. I look up at Harry."Did that scare you El?" He says looking down into my eyes.
"Mmm," I nod closing my eyes for a minute. When I open them I see Harrys emerald green ones staring into mine. I want to kiss him so bad. I hate that I can't.
I sit up and scoot away from him. He furrows his brows looking at me confused.
"What's wrong?" He asks.
"Nothing, I'm fine Haz." I lie.
"Why did you move away then?" He asks obviously not believing that I'm fine.
"It's nothing..." the more I lie the more my heart breaks. I can't keep pretending I don't love him as more than a friend.
He scoots closer to me. His hand reaches out to lift my chin up. His eyes move back and forth deciding which one of my eyes to focus on. His lips press gently to mine. I can't help but to kiss him back.
I pull away for a moment. "The deal Harry, remember?"
"Fuck the deal," he says before kissing me again but this time hungrily. I knot my hands into his long curls.
"Har-"
"Shhh, just let us have tonight we'll figure this out in the morning." He tells me. I nod and he kisses me again.
His hands fall to my waist, pulling me onto his lap. My hands play with the bottom of his shirt.
"You can take it off," he tells me. I slide his shirt up and over his head.
Are we really about to do this? Am I really about to sleep with my best friend? How will this change our relationship?
My hands rest against his toned chest as he kisses my neck lightly.
"Can I take your shirt off El?" He asks.
I nod. "Words darling," he tells me.
"Yes Harry." I answer.
He smirks as he slides my shirt up over my head. He throws it onto the floor. I moan when he presses his lips to my neck. His lips move to kiss everywhere my clothing wasn't covering.
I roll my hips against him through his jeans making him groan, throwing his head back. I let out a small laugh at my teasing antics.
"You think that's funny darling?" He smirks at me.
"Maybe a little." I answer with a small smile.
"Oh so this is funny to?" He asks. I'm confused by what he means but understand right away when he starts moving his hips making me moan his name.
"Harry, can we go to your room?" I ask him.
"As you wish," he answers. Without warning he stands up, keeping a firm hold on me. He kisses me as he makes his way to his room.
He kicks the door shut with his foot. He sits down at the edge of his bed, me straddling him. I unzip his jeans and make him stand up to get them off. He's left only in his boxers and me in my sweats. He pulls me to him by my waist. His hand snakes down to the tie of my sweats. He pulls the string undoing the knot.
I slide the sweats off and kick them away. He pushes me back onto the bed gently and crawls over top of me.
"Are you sure you want this El?" He asks.
"I'm sure Harry. Do you?" I ask worried he doesnt.
"You have no idea darling," he answers.
***
The next morning I wake up in Harrys arms. I turn around so my face is facing his."Stop staring," he says, his mouth turning up into a smile.
"You're just so cute," I smile.
"I love you El," he says.
"I love you too Haz." I say back.
"No, I love you." He says looking into my eyes.
He loves me...this whole time?
"What about the girl you said you loved?" I ask.
"El, it's you." He says.
"What time is it?" I ask. He turns over and checks his phone.
"1 pm."
"Shit, I have class in 30 minutes." I say getting up, holding the blankets against my naked body.
"Hey, can you come by after?" He asks sitting up.
"Yeah, yeah I can." I say. I put my clothes back on and leave his room. Holy shit that actually happened.
I walk out into the kitchen looking for my shoes.
"Well, well, well." I turn around to see Louis and Niall standing there.
"Uh..hi?" I say awkwardly.
"How was your night?" Louis asks. Shit, they know for sure.
"It was fine..." I say.
Niall laughs loudly. "Are you sure it was just fine?"
"What?"
"Oh please we heard you guys fucking last night Ellie." Louis grins.
I cover my face in embarrassment.
"Oh you heard that....I gotta go bye!" I say rushing towards the door.
"Forgot your shoes love!" Louis calls after me. I run back in grabbing them from him.
***
After going home and getting ready I managed to not be late. I know I told Harry I'd come by after but I can't. What if he says last night was a mistake? What if it ruins our friendship?My thoughts are cut off when the doorbell rings.
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