My Best Friend [H.S]

Chapter Forty Four

I gasp, sitting up straight. I had another dream about Tommy. I get out of bed breathing rapidly. My hearts racing. I can't stay here alone.

I walk out of my room and leave the house and go to Harry's. I find the spare key and unlock the door. I run up to Harry's room. I get into his bed and he groans moving around.

"What are you doing here?" He asks squinting to see me.

"I had another bad dream and I need you." My chin trembles.

"Come here baby," he says opening his arms to me.

I lay down next to him, letting him wrap his arms around me. He rubs my back, while kissing my forehead.

"I'm sorry I woke you up." I apologize.

"It's okay. I don't mind." He says.

"Even thought it's 5 am?" I say.

"Damn, it's 5 am?" He chuckles lowly.

I nod against his chest. "Yep."

"Go to sleep." He laughs.

I cuddle closer to him, finally feeling that safe feeling again and am able to fall asleep.

***
I shiver, reaching for the blankets. I open my eyes to see Harry cuddled up with them.  I smile to myself at his cute sleeping state. I move closer to him and yank some away for myself.

"Sorry El." Harry says, his voice deep and scratchy.

I've said it once and I'll say it again, his morning voice is so hot.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" He chuckles deeply.

He's so damn hot. My ears are blessed to hear his voice.

"No reason." I say wrapping my arms around him and laying onto his chest.

He smirks, pressing a kiss to my lips. 

"Are you feeling better after last night?" He asks, concern lacing his voice. 

"Mhm, I'm fine." I answer. 

"You've been acting weird lately. Are you sure you're doing okay El?" He asks. 

I nod my head yes. "Harry, I'm fine." I say pressing a kiss to his lips. 

I think I'm ready to have sex with him after everything. Harry won't hurt me, I just need to remember that. I'm safe with him. He's my best friend.   

His cold hands slide underneath my shirt to hold my bare sides. I shudder at the feeling and keep telling myself it's okay. It's just Harry.

I move to position myself on his lap. I immediately feel his growing erection pressed against me. I move my hips back and forth making him moan into my mouth.

"Fuck," he says.

I trail my lips down his shirtless chest making sure to leave a few hickeys along the way. I make it down to the waistband of his boxers and gently wrap my hand around him through the thin material. His mouth opens at the action. His hand immediately goes to my hair, grabbing it softly.

I continue to pump him at a slow pace.

"You're gonna make me cum in my boxers, darling." He says smirking down at me.

I lean up and press a kiss to his lips.

"So take them off." I smirk.

He flips us over so he's on top of me now. He takes his boxers off and moves to pull my shirt off. I immediately panic but relax once I feel his hands on my face and his lips on mine. It's just Harry. His hands move down to my underwear, pulling them off while kissing me.

Without warning he slides two fingers inside of me. I moan uncontrollably, arching my back. His hand comes up to cover my mouth.

"Shh, we don't want my mum to hear baby." He says, pecking my lips.

His fingers curl with each thrust into me. It's getting harder and harder to contain my moans. He pulls his fingers out and grabs himself, pumping his cock a few times. He then lines himself up with me.

"Ready?" He asks.

I nod grabbing onto his shoulders. He thrusts forward into me making the bed shake along with my body. My mouth falls open, my eyes fluttering shut.

"Holy fuck Harry," I moan quietly.

He picks up the pace, the sound of our heavy breathing echoing in the room. His kisses are sloppy as he thrusts into me. He moans into my mouth as my fingers rake down his back. I attach my lips to his neck, biting at the skin slightly.

"You feel so good baby." He groans, grabbing the headboard.

The noise of the headboard hitting the wall got quieter since Harry's hand was now hitting it instead which had to hurt.

I pulled his face down so I could press a kiss to his lips. He pulled away afterwards giving me a short peck.

Suddenly, he grabbed my legs, throwing them over his shoulders. I bit my lip to contain my moans as he slammed into me from a different angle.

"Harry," I breathed out.

His hands gripped my hips harshly, most likely leaving marks. I didn't mind though. My nails sunk into his shoulders, my head falling back into the mattress.

I felt the pressure beginning to build up in my stomach and I knew I was going to finish soon. I knew Harry was also close as his movement began to get sloppier and quicker. Soon, I clenched around him and let go, him doing the same.

We both were breathing loudly, each other's names falling from our lips. He fell onto the mattress beside me, breathing heavily.

"I've missed you El," Harry says while covering us with the comforter.

"I've missed you too." I smile.

We lay in bed for a little while longer until we finally decide to get up. I change into a pair of Harry's sweats and one of his hoodies.

I don't think we're doing anything today. Probably just eating in and hanging out.

I leave Harry's room and walk downstairs where Anne is cooking breakfast.

"Hey hun. I didn't know you spent the night." She smiles, handing me a plate of food.

I thank her, grabbing the plate from her hands.

"I had a nightmare and couldn't sleep so I came over here." I shrugged.

She nods. "Well, I missed having you around."

The rest of breakfast was spent catching up with Anne and later on going shopping with Harry.