PHYSIOTHERAPIST [B.C.] ~ ©️

15. Admitting Feelings

~MANUELA~

"I never believed in falling in love at first sight, but around you I feel different, I'm not saying that I am in love with you but I think I'm liking you, not just as friend. When you first helped me in bar when I got drunk and next day took me for breakfast, then everything about us knowing each other longer than we thought and then last night when I just had feeling and need to get drunk trying to forget everything, I couldn't, no matter how hard I wanted to get you off my head I couldn't, not just last night but every other day since I came to Chelsea. I'm sorry I know we said to stay friends but I just needed to tell you because I can't look at you knowing you don't know how I actually feel" I said and looked at my hands not wanting to look up at him because this is the first time in my entire life that I said to man how I am feeling and that I have crush on him, who I am lying to, he's the first man my eyes fell on

"What if I tell you that I said to be friends but the whole time I was hoping for something more?" he asked, and I looked at him

"What?" I asked confused

"I got drunk last night too" he said "I thought you are mad at me and that we will never talk again, and I just sat in my apartment drinking until I got drunk, James was beside me the whole night, he asked me if I like you and I said no because I wasn't sure until I saw you today, I'm now sure that I like you, but I'm afraid" he said looking at me

"Afraid of what?" I asked leaning forward to be closer to him

"Afraid of curious eyes, everything what comes with my professional life" he said

"I'm afraid of that too" I said, and he stood up and took his stool sitting beside me as I turned to face him

"If we give us a chance, we will go through everything together, I won't let anyone to ruin our relationship" he said taking his hands in mine as shivers went through my whole body, this is the first time some guy touches my hands

"You think we will get that?" I asked and looked from our hands to his eyes

"I'm sure we will" he said and lightly smiled

"We can try then?" I asked and lightly smiled

"It will be my pleasure" he said smiling what caused me to smile too

Soon enough I was in his arms as he hugs what warm up my heart even more. Not having anyone else this close as he is now, is one more thing that scares me, I don't know how guys work not even how I will get this, but I really want to try with him.

"you'll be fine, we'll be fine" he said cupping my face

"we'll be fine" I whispered

"we'll be fine" he whispered back and few seconds later he was already on his previous place across me as I saw waiter carrying our dessert

•••••••

"Thanks for tonight" I said as he walked to the elevator of building where I live

"Thank you" he said as I pushed elevator's button "See you tomorrow" he said

"See you tomorrow" I said and smiled "Good night" I said and walked into elevator

"Good night, Ela" he said and smiled what caused me to smile at him once again

••••••••

"you're kidding, how four months past that quickly" Kai whined at me as we were all in gym because guys had some exams to do

"I want to know the same but don't worry I'm going to bother you from tribune" I said tapping his shoulder and smiling

"you're not bothering us, you were like a sister to us past four months" he said, and my heart warmed up for hundredth time since I'm here

"It was unbelievable to work with you" I said, and Timo, Mason and Ben came over

"Hey you two" Mason said

"Hey guys" I said and smiled

"What are you two talking about?" Timo asked

"I was just saying that I can't believe how quickly those four months went by" Kai said

"Yeah, definitely, but it was really interesting four months" Ben said looking at me

"Yes, and some people were really hard to work with and really stubborn" I said looking at him what caused smile to come on his lips

"I still can't believe it's your last day tomorrow" Mason said

"As I told Kai, I will bother you from tribune, don't worry" I said and smiled at them

"Aye, Chelsea fan number one" Mason cheered smiling and gave me a high five

"we're celebrating tonight don't forget" Mason said pointing to me and I just smiled and nodded

"Okay I won't forget" I said smiling

"Then see you tonight" he said and the three of them walked away to other guys leaving me alone with Ben

Few moments we were just staring at each other not saying a word.

"What will happen tomorrow?" I asked as he got closer to me

"We said we'll get this" he said looking at me seriously "Come here" he said and pulled me by hand somewhere