PHYSIOTHERAPIST [B.C.] ~ ©️

47. Not As Planned Santorini

I put my phone on the bed beside me looking through balcony doors while few tears were falling down my cheeks. The next situation I found myself in was sitting on balcony, knees close to my chest, arms hugging them as tears were falling down my cheeks followed with sobs.

Drugs? Problematic at school? Where did they get that from? I've never been problematic nor to take drugs. I've never thought about drugs not that I will take them and that at the age of 16.

Them, that's what came on my mind and that's the moment tears stopped falling down my cheeks. Did they really do it? Because I just wanted to meet my sister that I have right to know? Are they still in that faked situation from 8 years ago?

I really don't know what they meant to do with this, but they got it. They made me a bad person, I will probably lose my job now, the boys will hate me, medias will write about how bad I am for next few months.

"Els" I heard Ben's soft voice and I turned to balcony doors "What are you doing here?" he asked walking towards me

"I wanted to hug you, but you weren't beside me, I thought you left" he said, and my heart broke even more than it already was

"I read articles, more precise, that one" I said as he froze in front of me

"Els I.....I don't know how that even came to them, but I promise I will do everything to them to remove it" he said

"And what will you get with that? Just one more reason to them to write that I use you for money. Hundreds of people already saw articles, if they remove it, people won't forget it" I said trying not to cry in front of him

"But-"

"No buts Ben, I needed to be ready for this, I needed to know this will happen, I needed to know they will lie for me just as they do for everyone else" I said as he just hugged me

"I'm sorry, it's my fault" he said

"it's not your fault Ben" I whispered as tear rolled down my cheek

"I shouldn't insist on going to hotels, we should just stay on yacht and nothing of this will happen" he said

"No Ben, they will tell medias anyway" I said cupping his face

"Them?" he asked

"I have bad feeling it's them, no one else can know I was kicked out of house by my own parents at the age of 16" I said

"That makes sense" he mumbled

"that's because of everything what happened with Daisy, if I didn't go there nothing of this will happen, but she is my sister" I said

"I don't know what to say nor to do" he said and hugged me once again

"I will lose job" I mumbled, and he looked at me holding my shoulders

"You won't, I promise Ela, you will not lose a job, okay?" he said looking at ne seriously

"Who will want person who is taking drugs since the age of 16 to work for them? No one, the most not some professional football club as Chelsea" I said as tears rolled down my cheeks

I tried so hard not to cry in front of him and to be seem strong in front of him, but I wasn't, I wasn't that strong, not after my life fell in darkest place of Earth no matter who hard I was working to get here where I am today.

"no" he whispered wiping my tears

"You work for Chelsea for almost a year, you were on professional practice at Chelsea for half a year, everyone there met you, all of us know what kind of person you are and no one of boys and team won't believe medias. First because we all know what person you are and secondly, we know what medias are up to when ruining someone's relationship is in case" he said stroking my cheeks

"I want to leave" he said as I looked confused at him "I can't continue holidays with us in this state" he said

"But-"

"No buts Ela, we're leaving on Monday" he said "yeah I had plans for next three weeks, but I can't let your mental health break even more" he added

"You already paid everything" I said

"I know, I won't die because of that money" he said "I got that money every 8 hours" he added what caused me to roll my eyes

"I need a sleep" I said walking past him back in our hotel room sitting on bed "And I hate the fact you always mention kind of thing you said last because I hate when you spend that money on me, no matter if you get it in minute or three months, I hate it" I said as he sat beside me

"I know, but I hate when you make a big deal of that much money" he said looking at me raising eyebrow

"I want to stay and go to places you already reserved" I said

"Are you sure?" he asked

"Yes, I don't want this all to fall through because of these articles" I said and squeezed to him as he wrapped his arms around me leaving kiss on the top of my head

"okay" he mumbled "in any moment we can leave" he added as I just left kiss on his chest