My Crying Heart {SeroDeku X OC}

♡ 𝓣𝓱𝓲𝓻𝓽𝔂 𝓔𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 ♡

Bakugo was beyond pissed off. Izuku had finally started laughing and smiling again. He was feeling more and more like himself. All it took was one call from his mother to ruin it. All that progress is just gone, down the drain.

Izuku was far from himself. He was quiet and almost submissive-like. Everything Bakugo said or suggested he'd act like it was a command and obey.

If Bakugo suggested he eat he'd do it, if he suggested a show he'd watch it, If Bakugo said a hot bath might help he'd take it. If Izuku heard Bakugo said he wish he'd laugh again Izuku would force himself to laugh until it physically hurt.

It honestly had Bakugo scared and it took him awhile to break Izuku out of that headspace. Now they were outside on the Back porch so Izuku could get some sunlight.

Bakugo just buried his feet in the warm sand as Izuku laid his head in his lap and watched the ocean. They both had been drinking a little. It probably wasn't the best thing to do but it helped relax their nerves a little.

"Kacchan," Izuku quietly called out.

Bakugo was a bit caught off guard since Izuku had barely spoken for the last two days.

"Yeah?" Bakugo questioned.

"I'm sorry...for what I said back then...I didn't mean it. I don't hate you...I never have. I was hurt and I wanted to hurt you back so I said that. It wasn't right and I never apologized for it." Izuku said quietly.

"It's ok I understand, I deserved it, I was an asshole," Bakugo said gently rubbing Izuku temple.

"No...you didn't deserve that. Our friendship meant so much to me and I never forgave myself for that."

Bakugo smiled, "Well look where we are now. Granted it took a few wrong turns to get here but we did. Honestly, it should have always been this way but I can't erase my mistakes. I just have to keep making up for them."

Izuku smiled and they sat in silence for a while. The question in the back of his mind was started to take over so he decided to just ask.

"You want me here right?" Izuku lowly asked.

He couldn't lie, after everything he just felt hollow. He felt unloved and unwanted by everyone around him. That's why he did it, because he felt they'd all be happy not having to worry about him burdening them anymore.

Bakugo ran his hand through Izuku's hair, "I hate singing but you always said you loved my voice. I'm only doing this because I want you to hurry up and feel happy again."

Izuku sat up and looked down, "You don't have to, I know you hate it," he mumbled.

Bakugo shook his head, "It's fine, I'll do anything to see you smile again,"

Izuku just scooted closer and rested his head on his shoulder. Bakugo exhaled and thought of a good song. In truth, he was never good at expressing how he truly felt.

Because of this, he memorized a bunch of songs in case Izuku ever forgave him. Bakugo then shook his head and decided to just sing what he truly felt.

(The song is If you leave by Sky McCreery ☺️)

"I know that it hurts~" Bakugo started.

"I Know it feels endless"

"I know how it goes"

"I know you think you can't take this" Bakugo paused.

Izuku looked up at him.

"I know you feel lost~"