Always and Forever [Book 3]

Don't Need Help

Rachel's POV
Rachel: I can take you out in no minute. Who's first?

Freya: Rachel, this is not you.

Rachel:How do you know that? You don't know what happened while I was gone. You said it yourself, I have changed.

I push them all away with my magic and run out of the house. I run into the woods so, so angry. I just want to relax and forget everything. I stop running when I arrive at the Bayou. I scan the place and when I hear someone behind me I throw him against the wall with my magic.

Rachel:Are you here to tell me that I'm not myself too?

Damien:No. I just heard something and came to see what but what you say is true

I look at him with an angry look

Damien: You said it.

Rachel: You have started to become more stupid or it seems to me?

Damien: Cmon I just try to bring the old you back.

Rachel: I can't bring the old me back. Don't you get it? All these things that I've been through have affected me negatively. They have destroyed me. And I don't know what will bring me back.

I start sobbing and I sit on the ground.

Damien: We'll find a way. You can find a way.

Rachel : But I-I..

Damien: What?

I sigh.

Rachel:There's nothing I can do about it.When I try-

I sigh again.

Rachel: If I'm not hurting myself, I'm hurting everyone around me. And think that they've hurt me back. My instinct tells me to take revenge so I let my powers out. I can't control them. Not anymore.

I start crying and around us it rains too. Damien looks at the weather.

Damien:Rachel, are you doing this?

Rachel:What?

I look at the rain and i think he's right. As Freya said i can't control my powers. Maybe i'm the one who controls the weather. I wipe my tears and the rain stops. I look at my hair and they're dry.

Rachel:How?

Damien:I think it's time to forgive your family and ask them to help you.

Rachel: Maybe...But when they do they destroy thing. They've hurt me many times while trying to help me.

Damien:And you think you're different? You may not hurt the others all the time when you try to help but most of the times you hurt yourself, and it must stop. Focus on you Rachel. Don't let anyone disturb you. And if you need any help -

Rachel:I don't need help.

Damien: Oh Rachel..You can be so stubborn sometimes