With Newtmas 2

The Choice of Love and Death part 1

THOMAS POV:

I was walking around the beach. I do this every morning. The early sun rise is pretty and I have time to myself. I just wish Newt was here. I would give anything to see him again. I think I love him but I mostly try to shake it off. Newt is dead after all. Some one was sleeping on the beach. I ran up to them. The person had their face in the sand so I can't see them. 

"Hey, you okay" I asked nudging their shoulder with my foot. 

The person moaned annoyed. 

"Hey, um I can't tell who you are but can you wake up" I asked. 

The person slowly moved their arms and pushed them self up. They coughed. I was surprised. I recognize their outfit, that cough. The blond boy turned his head to look at me. I froze and felt a few tears. The boy was Newt. I covered my mouth and tried not to cry. 

"Tommy" asked Newt surprised. 

Newt stood up. 

"I've been looking all over for you" said Newt. 

He started to brush himself off. 

"Newt, you" I started and a few tears came. 

Newt finished brushing himself. He looked at me with his hands on his hips. 

"Died? Ya I know. It wasn't bloody fun" said Newt a little annoyed. 

Newt looked at the safe heavan and then back at me. 

"Are you alright Thomas" asked Newt. 

I ran up and hugged Newt. He was a little surprised but hugged back. I silently cried into his shoulder. Newt kissed my cheek and went back to hugging me. I sniffled as I cried. We stayed hugging for a minute or two. 

"You okay" asked Newt when we finally broke the hug. 

"Ya, I'm fine" I said whipping my eyes. 

"Good but I'm not staying" said Newt walking up to the safe heaven. 

"Wait what" I asked following him. 

Newt stopped and looked at me. 

"I can't stay here forever. Honestly I wish I could but I'm here on a final mission" said Newt. 

"What final mission? Aren't you still alive" I asked looking Newt up and down. 

"Do you think we should see everyone else" asked Newt point to the safe heaven. 

Newt put his hand down. He is trying to avoid my question and change the subject. 

"Newt, why can't you stay" I asked sadly. 

Newt signed. 

"I'm still dead Tommy. Please don't bloody tell people. I don't want them to know" said Newt. 

I nodded sadly and looked at the ground. 

"Hey, it's alright" said Newt putting his hand on my shoulder. 

"I'm not leaving right now Tommy. I am able to stay for a month but I have to leave after that" said Newt. 

I looked back at Newt. 

"Will you be back" I asked. 

"No, not with everyone being able to see me anyway" said Newt. 

Newt put his hand down. 

"Come on Tommy. I don't want to spend this month in misery" said Newt. 

We started walking to the safe heaven again. 

"I'm sorry I couldn't save you" I said as we walked. 

Newt did a small laugh. 

"Did you not hear what I just said? Look Thomas" said Newt putting his hands on my shoulder. 

"Don't worry about what happened. You can't change the past. Just be happy I'm here" said Newt. 

"Okay, we should see everyone else" I said. 

Newt put his hands down and we walked. People started waking up but none of those people know Newt. Every one who did was still sleeping. I can't wait to tell them during breakfast. How will everyone react?