With Newtmas 2

Chased part 5 suicide attempt warning

NEWT POV:

I kicked the door down and entered. I walked into the center of the room and heard my footsteps. 

"BLOODY SHOW YOURSELF" I yelled. 

The door slammed closed. I turned to look at it. I felt a breath on my neck. I turned and Thomas hugged me. 

"What are you doing" I asked. 

"I need you Newt" said Thomas. 

He licked my neck. 

"Tommy" I said. 

"Don't talk. I know you want to be my one and only" said Thomas. 

Thomas bit my neck. He injected his venom. 

"I love you Tommy" I said. My world started to fade. 

I bolted up in my bed again. Another nightmare. My phone dinged. I quickly grabbed it to see who it was. Thomas.

Thomas: Hey Newt <3, be there at midnight

Newt: Fine, I've been preparing

Thomas: Great <3, see you then Newtie

Newt: Stop with the bloody hearts

Thomas: <3

Newt: Imagine if your soulmate saw this

Thomas: So, I can still call you Newtie

Newt: Bloody stop

Thomas: By the way would you ever consider getting a tattoo

Newt: I don't know maybe. Why

Thomas: I know a guy who can tattoo your soulmates name on your chest

Newt: Once I meet him

Thomas: I can help you that ;)

Newt: Fuck boy

Thomas: What :0

Newt: You have sounded like a fuck boy this entire time

Thomas: But you love it babe, right? ;)

I ignored him. I got ready for school. I can't stop thinking about what happens at midnight. Thomas will be here. I'll become a vampire. I guess I could run but where? Not to mention Thomas and everyone else will come looking. Unless I fake my death. I got a idea during lunch. If I kill myself before Thomas finds me then he can't turn me into a vampire. Is it stupid? Yes. Do I have a better idea? No. I started writing a letter to my family and friends. Mostly how it's not their fault it's just complicated. I can't mention Thomas. They will think I'm crazy. I stupidly wrote a letter for Minho and Thomas. I don't know why. I told Minho how it's not his fault and I never actually hated him I just got mad that he trusted Thomas and his friends. Thomas I just told to not harm my soulmate or anyone. And how this is kinda his fault. After school I went home and left the letters on my bed. I gave Minho his but said to not read it till after midnight. I guess I don't care if he does or not. I made sure my outfit was okay and had a final meal. Which was just left over pasta. I finished and headed to the tallest building. I was wearing the leather jacket. I wore it every day. It just feels right. I made it to the roof and climbed the small fence. I stood on the edge of the building and looked down. It's almost midnight. I wounder when I hit the ground will it hurt. I know I will die right away but will it hurt for a second? I guess I'll find out. A few cars were driving on the street. I closed my eyes and felt a cool breeze. I opened my eyes and signed. I looked at my watch. The second midnight hits I'll jump. Then Thomas can't find me and I guess my funeral will be the same day as my parents. Tomorrow. I watched as my watch showed midnight. I put my arms down. 

"I'm sorry" I said looking down at the street below. 

I took a deep breath and jumped.