Dear Diary,
Well. Today has been so eventful.
I actually got my first kiss today.
So Isaac and I have both told each other that we like each other. He is actually sweet because he was waiting to make sure I was comfortable enough to kiss him. Today, he wanted to hang out at lunch (mainly cause he wanted to make the move to kiss me). Since I knew he was going to try to kiss me at lunch, that made me super nervous cause I knew he was going to go for the move, but I didn't know when. I was so nervous!
As I discussed earlier, I would self harm with digging my nails into my skin. And today at lunch, Isaac noticed I was picking at the scabs and told me not to. I apologized and said how there isn't much of a scab to pick at because it seemed to have all scarred over. I showed him the top of my hands and apologized, saying that it is a bad habit I have. I looked down at the ground and fell silent.
Everything kinda fell into a blur from here. But basically after we discussed my scabs and scars, he came up to me and kissed me. And it was basically a "don't feel bad about this" kind of kiss. Soon enough, the bell rang for our next class to start soon. Before we went inside he turned to me and quietly said he wanted another kiss then leaned in for another. Not gonna lie, during the moment of my first kiss, I felt as if I blanked out. Like there are a few certain things that we talked about/happened that I either don't remember or faintly remember. I'm also texting Isaac now and he's telling me he wants to kiss me tomorrow and all the time.
I just wanted to write this all before I go to bed.
Goodnight.
Sarah
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Vulnerable
Non-FictionThis is the purest of evidence of a regular girl experiencing what life constantly throws at her. Here, you will read my personal diary entries from when I was a young nine year old girl to current day. I've been through a lot. The good, the bad, th...
