Dear Diary,
This entry is going to be focused around Aiden. So I hope you don't mind reading all about that. Ever since grad, I can sense that things are changing. And changing for the better! After a few months, things are going in the direction that I want and that makes me happy.
So, since grad, Aiden and I have been closer. Back in December, for Aiden's birthday, I got him a bracelet that he used to wear all the time. But since we broke up, I haven't seen him wear it. The Monday after grad I saw Aiden wear the bracelet I got him for his birthday! When I first noticed my bracelet on his wrist, I nearly died in science. I had to bite the inside of my cheek to stop myself from smiling. Yes, it is embarrassing to admit but its true. For months I would glance over at his wrist, hoping to see my bracelet. The day I saw it, it caught me off guard and it made me so happy.
Now I also got a story to tell you of something that happened yesterday. Since it is semester two, I only have two classes (science and art). Aiden and I have science together, incase I forgot to mention that. So yesterday in class I was looking at the board, but out of the corner of my eye I noticed that Aiden was staring at me. I felt my heart beat faster in my chest, knowing that I realize that he's staring at me when he thinks I'm not looking. As I was pretending to not pay attention to him, I thought to myself, "hey, I wonder how Aiden would react if I caught him staring at me?". And with that, I glanced over at Aiden. Now this is where he gets fucking adorable. When I looked over at Aiden, he looked away, panicked and looked around at a bunch of different spots in the room. So in other words, Aiden tried to play it cool even though I'm sure we both knew that I caught him staring at me. On June 19th, I've made a plan to go out for coffee with Aiden. I want to talk about what life after grad is like, and what our futures are going to be like. I'm going to ask if we can go out again after our science diploma on June 28th. I also got a feeling he's going to be staring again.
Things are actually looking up for me. I'll keep you updated, and lets hope that things get better again.
Because I refuse to lose him.
Sarah
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