July 12, 2018 (Age: 17)

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Dear Diary,

Firstly, I apologize for not writing in a while. But hey, to start things off, I'm done with high school! I've finished my diploma and all I have to do is wait for my diploma to come in the mail!

Quite a few things has happened since I last made an entry. To start things off, Isaac and I haven't gotten a chance to hangout since June 19th. I've texted him a few times and checked in. But he's working a lot and visits his girlfriend when he's not working. Maybe sometime in the summer I'll shoot him a text and see if he wants to hangout.

Next, I'm going to talk about Liam. He's a family friend and we've been talking everyday. He is known to be a player. But yesterday he hasn't been talking to me. He texted me saying that he's been with a girl and he doesn't know if its going anywhere. Chances are, I feel like it is going somewhere or that he's slept with her. 

I can't wait when I finally meet a lover who stays and who won't ever leave or hurt me. He'll come around one day. Right now, he's out there living his life, making memories that I'll hear about one day.

When it comes to Aiden, nothing has changed. The day of our science diploma we saw each other and once we finished, we walked out at the same time. I said goodbye and he said goodbye too. And that was the last time we saw each other and it was the last time we spoke.

I forgot to mention that with the whole Liam seeing another girl thing, I was expecting it. I know not to get attached because he'll replace me quickly. I'm not hurt by him. If anything, I'm disappointed with him more than hurt. If I was hurt, I would be mad at him or crying. But I'm not.

Mom and I are leaving our hometown in the matter of two days. On the 14th, we're leaving the town I've grown up in and we're moving to my dads in the city. Dad is bringing a trailer on Sunday and we're shoving everything in there and going to the city. Mom and I have pretty much packed everything. We just have to pack my gaming consoles, and our bathroom stuff. Personally, I don't want to leave our town yet. None of my friends have left so I'm probably the first to leave in my grade. When I go, I'm not going to have many friends. I'll have Jaclyn. That's about it. Guess I'll be a part of some pretty major changes soon. When I'm at my dads, I don't want to be around the negativity.  I'm going to be out with friends or just away from home. There can be negativity hovering in the house and I don't want to be around it. 

Raya and I are going to British Columbia soon! 

Sorry, I have to go.
Sarah

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