June 5, 2017 (Age: 16)

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Dear Diary,

I can't even comprehend what I was just told. So my parents just sat me down and told me that they are going  to get separated. It is not a full divorce, but they are going to be doing their own thing and seeing how that goes. And this is what my dad said and I'll quote: "Best case scenario, they'll get back together. Worst case scenario, they'll file for divorce". When I was younger, I thought of this and considered it terrifying. Now I have no idea that it can become a reality. 

To be honest, right now, I can't look at them the same. I'm so mentally lost I feel like I am in a dream. Like this is all a joke and tomorrow they may come up to me and tell me it was all a lie and they'll never separate. But no. Apparently every fucking bad thing ever in existence has to part take in my childhood and life. 

I know I need to look on the positive side but I keep trying to tell myself that this is all a dream. But I know it's not.

 I'll leave it here.

Sarah

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