April 17, 2017 (Age: 16)

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Dear Diary,

Well, I have to admit this. . To a certain extent, things are looking up between Isaac and I. Within the past few days, we have been texting and having normal conversations just like from when we were close friends a few months ago. To be honest, it feels good to be talking to him again and have him back in my life. I know we're exes but I don't care about that. I'm assuming he doesn't care either. Like I've explained in the past, Isaac knows me so well and I know him well too. So its nice that I can have someone I can talk about anything with. Ever since Garrett stopped talking to me (which he still haven't reached out, by the way) I haven't had anyone to text as well as have someone like Isaac back in my life. 

Yeah I still know and remember that we are exes and that he was my first boyfriend and my first heart break, but to be honest, none of that matters. I just want him as a friend. 

Today is Monday and I'm pretty sure Isaac first texted me on Saturday. And we've been talking every day since then. So we've already been talking for three days already. Obviously we haven't been going out of each others way to text each other but we're still talking. And that brings a spark of happiness back into my life. 

Everything is becoming normal between us and I'm relieved. Even though I know others won't be happy that I am "texting my ex" but like I said, I don't care. We don't see each other as exes. We only see each other as good friends. And I'm perfectly fine with that. Let's hope that things continue on just like this and things get better or stay how they are now. 

Also, lets hope that I can get this exact same things with Garrett too. 

Sarah

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