Dear Diary,
Hi... So the last time I wrote in this diary was the day that my heart got shattered and the day I was badly hurting. And unfortunately, I found out something that Isaac didn't bother to tell me. During the time we were together he decided to flirt with another girl.. As we were a couple! I have no idea why the hell he would do that to me. But trust me, when I got told (by Garrett, so not even by Isaac himself) and I brought it up to Isaac and I gave him shit for it. I told him the thought of me should've stopped him from flirting with another girl as we were together. And the girl he was flirting with was a girl who doesn't even live in our fucking town. She doesn't even go to my school. And I personally think he missed out on me because he decided to break my heart and replace me.
Oh, and to also throw this in the mixture, Isaac did leave me for another girl. Almost immediately after him and I broke up. Surprisingly, no one has asked if I was okay. There was probably maybe four people in total who asked if I was okay. Other than that I have been toughing it out and only crying when I am alone.
To update you from my last entry. Remember how I discussed that Isaac and I are still going to be close friends? Well, the day after our break up, our texting dropped immediately and we stopped hanging out at lunch and we rarely talk at school. So it kind of seems like we went from a couple, to exes, to strangers in the matter of roughly one day. And going from texting constantly for a solid six months to not texting at all was hard. Thankfully, we still talk but just not at all like before. Now we rarely text and only briefly see each other at school and have small talk.
Don't get me wrong, I wish we never broke up but unfortunately I can't turn back time so I can redo everything; say what I felt and not be so fucking shy and was just more open to being a great girlfriend. One day someone else may come along and treat me better than Isaac did.
I'm sorry to cut this off short but I'm not in the mood to write anymore.
Sarah
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