May 23, 2017 (Age: 16)

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Dear Diary,

So I have some news. Firstly, Garrett and I are talking a bit more. I am happy about that though I wish I didn't fuck up like I did so we're back to crushing on each other again. Isaac and I haven't changed too, we are still going good and being good friends. 

Now. More news. Two days ago I got high for the first time. It was actually really fun. I was very relaxed since that night I was texting Isaac, It was telling him about my adventure. I thought it was funny because my sister and her boyfriend were having a conversation then I started tripping shit because I had a dreamy state of mind. Then a small giggle fest. Later that night when the weed wore off a bit, I took another massive hit and basically started choking. 

I also noticed my relaxation was so high. My heart rate when I was high was at around 80bpm. Usually its a resting average of 100bpm. 

I have to go though,

Sarah

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