AISHA: The Cursed Name

Chapter -37 Fond Of You

Fond Of You

From Aisha's point of view

The Truth! I remember every bit that happened today. Let's start from the beginning.

I had a vision when we were in the temple. I would say that the two of them were deeply in love with one another and then, they were killed! Another love story that never met its end with happiness. I just can't tolerate this love shit! It was painful to watch... No, I just heard their death. Every scream of that girl, each cry of the boy and the vibration of each suffering covered me in the cave of gloominess and pain.
But, the thing I don't know is why I have such visions. And, why am I affected by it all?

I was lying there, not taking a single breath, yet I'm alive. But, something else also happened. At the moment I was almost dead, I felt as if my soul left my body and returned after a while but... What returned isn't my soul as it left me.

Flashback ~

The view became blurry and I was on the floor, holding my ears to lessen the screams when I felt a vacuum around me. Neither did I feel the floor nor the air. Neither did I realise when he pulled me into his arms nor did I hear a thing he or the priest said. But, I was seeing everything. I know what happened. Just that, I was feeling light and free.

"To understand what you are, you have to wake him up. He will recall your identity.
You can crush that vow by your feet and end this search.
You just need to wake him up, the part of the spirit within him that is yours. Use the life you have given him. Reach out to the reason why he came before you.
Every day is making them powerful and they are destroying the world you are responsible for. Queens never think before giving their lives for their people."

And then I woke up!

I found myself in his arms although I knew I was there. But the thing I realised was that I hadn't taken a single breath in a while.

He was looking so shocked that I just failed to face him. But before that, for a moment something... It wasn't normal. Looking at him I just felt as if I found someone very precious. It was such a brief moment when it felt like he was everything to me, but then it broke. I realized that what I did, was weird. I touched him! I did! And, he didn't move away, he was holding on to me so tightly. His grey eyes looked into my eyes. His breaths were heavy and his eyebrows furrowed. It was clearly visible on his face that the only thing that was in his mind was 'He just can't lose me now'.

I had no courage to reply to him and I walked away. I was feeling uncomfortable and surely confused. What was that voice? Why and how did I touch him? And, what was it that I'm feeling now?

The voice was so pure and heavenly as if Bhagwan Vishnu was talking to me himself. But... That can't be true.
Soul- 'Think whatever you want to. You already think too much.'

Ok! What was that? Did I just speak to myself like... I'm the second person? What's this?
Soul- 'I am you and you are me. And one day soon we will be we. As in, one, only me.'

Alright! This is creepy! I'm talking to myself and I'm not talking to myself. What's going on? Ok... Drop it for now. I have things to deal with which I guess are also important.
When Siddharth came after me I filled up saying that I will tell him things later but then...
I don't know what happened. What in the world am I going to tell him?

He took me to the pillars and as the other four times, I had visited that place to try upon my luck I walked and stood in the centre. Things were normal until I heard,