A Very Personal Entry From My Diary.

Friday, February 10th, 2011

Friday, February 10th, 2011

8:46 pm

Dear Diary,

I’m so sorry that it’s been so long. I’ve just been so busy …

Well, today we had a shadow. Her name was Bailey. Notice that I said her! I was so happy when she came. (No! I do not dance! I learned my lesson yesterday …)

I suppose that I should catch you up on what’s going on in my life, hmm? Well, we had gotten a new student in Mr. Jack’s class. His name is Collin, he’s 10, and I seriously want to punch his face in. Every day he tells me to “shut my big mouth.” Ugh! The nerve! So, of course in my instinctive-defense, I tell him, “You better shut up before I slap you.” Then he’ll go, “Ooh, I’m so scared!” SARCASTICALLY!

I’m sure you’re thinking: Alison, your Drama Queen is showing. But Collin is annoying the heck outta me! I mean, Sophie’s my sister (therefore, it’s her job), and Jacob C. is a really nice guy once you get past his annoying-ness. Collin’s just an all-out jerk that needs a good punch in the face!

Ugh, I’m getting all worked up over that little B-word. He’s not worth it. I’m the better person.

Anyway, I’m also over my little crush on Tyler. He’s a real jerk also, and I really don’t want to even be his friend anymore. Although, I think Ryan is kinda cute … no, Aly, don’t go there. Boys are jerks.

I know the boys are all pigs statement is mostly false, but I’m through-and-through. I’ll date when I’m ready. There’s no need to rush it.

Oh, and I have some truly startling news: Turns out my father’s genetics are becoming more intense. I was once standing up for Josh {S.} because Collin was annoying him, and I didn’t even recognize my own voice! I sounded like my dad! You can imagine how freaked I was at that realization. I could even imagine my face transforming to mimic how his would’ve looked. Collin wouldn’t stop, and gosh, how I wished he would’ve! Because my voice went back to that deep, angry echo that always shook my soul so that it would shudder with horror. I was terrified that very moment!

Well, it’s getting late. I better be heading to bed. ’Bye!

Love,

Alison

9:13 pm

P.S. HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY!!! Just incase I forget to write that day.

9:14 pm

P.S.S. I was reading some of the entries from my second diary, and man! Did I have issues back then or what?! Soo glad that that phase is over. Oh, and was I honestly that obsessed over some boy? I seriously have issues. I should see a shrink or something.

9:36 pm