Thursday, April 28th, 2011

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Thursday, April 28th, 2011

3:46 pm

Dear Diary,

Yesterday was Sophie’s birthday. She’s seven now. I don’t know, though. It’s just so shocking how fast time seems to fly. It seems like just a few hours ago, she was born.

Today is Amelia’s birthday. (She’s seven, too) I feel like crying. I haven’t seen Amelia since she was two! I know it’s not dad’s fault that I never get to see her, but Amanda’s, Amelia’s crazy mom.

Have I ever told you that all my siblings (Sophie, Amelia, Trenton, and Mackenzie) are all half siblings. It always makes me feel depressed when I think of it. Nobody ever feels my pain toward the life I’m living; nobody shares my happiness and sorrows. I really wished I had a twin, sometimes. Just so that I had someone to talk to when no one else is around or willing to listen. I often feel like the outcast to the world because of my non-existing family.

Isn’t a family supposed to love each other? Isn’t a family supposed to stick together no matter what? Please, someone, tell me the meaning of “family”!

Love,

Alison

3:59 pm

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