A Very Personal Entry From My Diary.

Friday, April 29th, 2011

Friday, April 29th, 2011

3:53 pm

Dear Diary,

Sometimes I really hate myself. Sometimes I feel like I just hurt everyone I care about.

I really just want to scream, cry, and punch someone with all my strength. I feel like dynamite at school. I’m just so close to punching all of them; and they don’t even understand. They don’t back off and leave me alone to cool off. They just keep pestering me till I yell at them to shut up. Then it’s suddenly my fault.

The good Lord knows that if I got my hands on them, they’d be dead.

As soon as I get home I want to cry. I don’t get why everyone finds it okay to pick on me and physically hurt me. Why doesn’t anyone ever stick up for me? What could possibly be the reason for me being the target?

I really don’t get why everyone thinks it’s okay to call me names and hit me. I try not to show that it effects me, but I’m just so close to bawling my eyes out as I take my first swing toward whoever’s face.

Love,

Alison

4:08 pm