An Addicted fanfiction.(18+)
This story is focusing on three different couples. HaiYin being the main one.
Warning:⚠️
This book contains: Boy Love, Rough Sex, Extreme Violence, Control Games, Alcohol Drinking, Profanity, Unhealthy Relationships and...
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Late at night, when thick darkness seized control of the dynamic sky, out of habit, Gu Hai's hand fumbled around the bed, looking to nuzzle up against a certain someone. His eyes shot open when his short search came up empty.
Yin Zi is not in the bathroom, is he? He can't be. He just went an hour ago, around two a.m., when they returned from the wedding.
Without wasting any more time assuming Bai Luo Yin's whereabouts, he briskly sprang out of bed.
He snatched his night robe from a nearby chair, and thoroughly scanned every corner and niche of the apartment. At the end of his quest, he found Bai Luo Yin in the guest bedroom. He only opened the door up to a narrow crack, but already, his pulse menaced to come into an abrupt halt, and perish.
Behind the bed, with his back facing the door, Bai Luo Yin sat on the floor, hugging his legs. His night robe soaking so much sweat that it looked like a tattered rag. His head buried down between his knees as his whole body shook with tremendous chills.
Every few seconds, his hand desperately grasped at his heart, as if begging it to please not give up, please not collapse, please, just please try and keep up with his shaky, distraught, pants and gasps. His trembling lips mumbled some words, but even Gu Hai couldn't decipher their meaning. The sole sound that was clear enough to resonate in the room, was of him weeping.
The type of weep that held the power to shutter two awe-inspiring layers of the sky.
This time, Gu Hai switched tactics. He didn't make Bai Luo Yin change his fetus position. He let him stay in that consoling cocoon of a nook he created for himself.
He bound his arms around the curled Bai Luo Yin tightly until his own night robe, and neck began absorbing some of Bai Luo Yin's sweat and tears.
"I am here babe, I am here." He kept on reassuring him.
At the end of the day, what people suffering from panic attacks need the most, is knowing that their loved one is there for them, that they are there to stay, with no intention to desert.
They need someone to hug them, and promise that whatever atrocities, hell is planning for them. When they will come out of the dark end of that tunnel, they will still be absolutely and completely okay.
With one lengthy warm hug, and not too many words, Gu Hai silently made that exact vow to Bai Luo Yin.
For a whole full hour, they stayed on the floor, with one securing the other. Bit by bit Bai Luo Yin's surfeit pool of sweat turned into single droplets, the shaky pants and gasps became steady like a ticking clock, and his hot tears simply stopped. He buried his head in Gu Hai's shoulder, his slightly trembling arms crawled up, and returned the hug.
After consuming a couple glasses of water alongside four cubes of Swiss chocolate under someone's unwavering gaze. A small smile appeared on Bai Luo Yin's face as he shook himself out of his panicky mode. He jumped to his feet like nothing happened. "Okay we can go back to sleep now." he said.
