__Harry__
Louis laid me on his bed gently. My body was full of butterflies again. I was a little nervous.. but I wanted everything from him. Kisses, hugs, cuddles, affection... love.
I needed him.
When I was laying on my back, only in boxers, he stood and pulled his own clothes off. When we matched, he crawled back over me so my legs were on either side of him and he was holding himself above me and I smiled at him
"You're pretty" I giggled
"You're perfect" he told me as he leaned down to do our cute nose rub
I giggled again and did it back
"Kisses now?" I asked
"You're eager" he chuckled
I pouted my bottom lip out and he laughed softly
"Of course" he answered and leaned down to my neck
He found his favorite spot quickly, right between my jaw, neck, and ear. It was the most sensitive place and it felt amazing as he kissed and bit and sucked three or four times around it..
"L-lou" I whispered
"yes, babe?" he asked quietly
I gasped when his cold hands touched my bare sides. He chuckled again and I smiled
"You're cold" I told him
"Warm me up, love"
I pushed him and and crawled over him.. and when I sat my bum where I usually do, my eyes went wide
He immediately got red in the face and tried to lift me, but I pushed on his chest and made him leave me be.
"I.. I don't mind" I admitted quietly
"You're not.. uncomfortable?" he asked slowly
I smiled at him and shook my head
I grabbed his hand and set it over my boxers. He bit back a grin when he felt that I was hard too.
"Wanna.. just lay down? It's late.." he whispered
"we can, sure."
"well, I didn't know if.. did you want to- or.." he stuttered
"You almost never stutter" I giggled, "Have I got you that flustered, babe?"
He stared at me
"What?" I frowned, confused
"That's the first time you've called me 'babe'" his smile started to grow on his lips. That perfect, beaming, sunshine smile..
"Oh.. is that okay?" I asked carefully
"Of course it's okay. I call you names all the time"
I nodded happily
"Which is your favorite?" he asked as he slid his hand up to my hips
I blushed and bit my lip as I answered slowly.. "I like love, when it's casual.. but I like baby when.."
"When?" he repeated me
"when you kiss me.. When we're slow. and.. everythings all warm and tingly"
"Like now?" He asked
"yea. Like now." I giggled
"Well, baby.. do you wanna lay down on me and go to bed?" he smirked
I nodded smiled wide at him
"Okay, c'mere, then" he opened his arms and I laid down on his chest. He chuckled and kissed the top of my head.
"Sweet dreams.. no school tomorrow.. so we can do whatever you want" I mumbled as I kissed his bare chest above his heart
"You, then?" he said with his voice an octave lower
I bit my lip and smiled.. then nodded slightly.
"You don't mean that" he chuckled
"I do, though" I whispered
"Haz.."
I sat up and looked at him again
He raised his eyebrows
"No." he whispered, "It's gonna be romantic. Not planned."
Now I smiled wider than I ever have..
"That sounds perfect, Louis" I told him
He cupped my cheek and pulled me down to him with one hand. His lips pressed very softly to my forehead, then my nose, then he stopped and looked me in the eyes
"Is this okay yet?" he asked quietly
I nodded
"Promise?" he asked
"Stop being so worried, babe" I giggled
He smiled and moved forewards..
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Lost In Your Own Mind ~L.S~
FanfictionHarry struggles with depression and anorexia. His body is small and fragile. He's malnourished and bleeding from every cut his body consumes. The new boy at school can't stand to see the hurt in those green eyes..