Lost In Your Own Mind ~L.S~

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__Harry__

As Louis kissed me, I felt like I found my new escape

The pain all melted away. The tears were gone. My arms didn't hurt. The memories faded.

I was fine. I was okay. 

And it was because his beautiful lips were on mine.

I woke up tangled around Louis.. His arms and legs were around me and I was hidden in his chest, curled in a ball.

He was already awake..

He was singing 'Secrets' by Mary Lambert

When he got to the part that says 'I can't think straight, I'm so gay, sometimes I cry a whole day'

I started to giggle

He stopped singing and looked down at me

"You're awake? You cheeky little shit" he laughed and rolled us so he was hovering over me

"You've got such a pretty voice" I complimented

"Oh yea? Why was you laughing then?" I asked with a smirk

"Cuz, you are so gay" 

"Only for you baby" he mumbled before leaning down and kissing me

When he pulled away, he got up and walked to his dresser

"I love my butt and won't shut up! And I never really..grew up" he kept singing the song and I laughed as he wiggled his bum around

He grabbed a shirt of his and tossed it to me. I pulled it ove my head and.. that's when my eyes caught the bandages on my arms and everything came rushing back

"Oh" I whispered "I.. your mom knows.."

Louis froze and looked back at me

"Yeah.. yeah, but.. she won't tell anyone. I told her you're doing better and you're okay."

I sniffled and nodded

He hurried over and tipped my face up to make me look at him

"I told her I've got you, baby."

"You shouldn't have to worry about me all the time, Lou"

"I want to worry about you" he grinned and pecked my nose before going back to his dresser to find pants for me

"Falling in love makes you feel that way" he shrugged and tossed me sweats.

"Falling in love?" I asked his quietly

He smiled and nodded

"Maybe.. a little bit" he shrugged 

I smiled a little too

"I think.. me too" I admitted

He continued singing the song and dancing around dumbly as he got dressed too. I laughed and eventually got up to dance with him. He made me stand on his feet as he moved around. Then we both tumbled to the floor.

Then the door opened and Stan popped his head in

He found me sitting on Louis' stomach and both of us laughing

"Uh.. are you two okay in here?" he chuckled

I quickly noticed him and folded my arms, hiding the bandages- mostly hiding them at least

"yeah, we were just." Louis started to answer.. until he noticed my hidden arms too.

"Messing around" he picked me right up and hugged me to his chest, keeping my arms hidden

"We're gonna go outside. Wanna go with?" he asked Stan

"Yeah. My jacket is downstairs though"

"We've gotta put ours on too. Meet you down there?" 

Stan disapeared and Louis set me down. I quickly grabbed one of his hoodies and pulled it on.

He watched me with a smirk..

"What?"

"You look so good in my clothes" he chuckled and pulled me into a soft kiss