__Harry__
After a whole day of Niall and I hanging out, I decided I didn't want to be home anymore... It was weird, seeing my Mum around so much.. and I felt like it was gonna be too much and something bad would happen... and I didn't want to freak out and hurt myself again...
So, I asked Niall if it would be alright that I stayed with him for the night.. and of course he agreed. He's a great lad, really. He could tell I didn't want to be home but he didn't ask. He just said he'd love to have me around for the night.
When we got to his house, it was past dinner time and we hadn't eaten yet.. So Maura, his mum, ordered us tacos. We went up to his luxorious room to wait until it got here and I swear, each time I walked into that bedroom, my heart melted.
"I love this room so much" I said for probably the tenth time
"You tell me that every time you're here" he giggled
I smiled and walked over to his bed.
"We should hang the curtains all around tonight." I said as I looked at them. They were tied up.
"Okay, sure.. and we can talk and tell secrets and watch movies" he burst into a ball of happiness like he always does and went on telling me that we could have ice cream and play truth or dare.. It all sounded like fun, honestly.. I'm glad I've got him as a friend now..
but I gotta say, I miss laying on Louis' chest and having his fingers in my hair..
When the tacos came, we sat in the floor and ate.. then after, we crawled up onto the bed and let curtains down. It was so beautiful. The fairy lights Niall hung looked like glitter and I just fell onto my back and relaxed for once...
"Cookie, Can I lay on you?" he asked tiredly next to me
"Sure" I shrugged
He laid his head on my stomach and I instinctively put my hand in hair.
"I missed you" he mumbled
"I missed you too.. we all need to hang out again"
he didn't respond..I frowned and looked down at him..
His eyes had fluttered shut and his lips were slightly parted..
He was sleeping.
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Lost In Your Own Mind ~L.S~
FanfictionHarry struggles with depression and anorexia. His body is small and fragile. He's malnourished and bleeding from every cut his body consumes. The new boy at school can't stand to see the hurt in those green eyes..