Lost In Your Own Mind ~L.S~

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*******WARNING rape

__Harry__

Niall woke up once. It was 4:50am and he gently shook my arm since he was facing me. 

I woke easily and sat up a little. 

"I- I had a nightmare" he admitted quietly

"it's okay.. here, look.. Look, I'm right here. And Louis is right behind you. The door is shut, the curtains are around us.. No ones gonna get you. Not now. Not ever."

He nodded slowly and looked around us.

"Wanna tell me about it?" I asked softly

"I.." he stuttered

"You don't have to, Ni.. it's ok.."

"No, I. I think I should."

"I won't judge you.. C'mere, let's go sit in the bathroom. We shouldn't wake Louis up.."

He agreed and we both got up.

We sat in the bathroom floor and I held his hands. He squeezed tight and I nodded, letting him know he could start anytime he was comfortable..

WARNING    WARNING     WARNING   

"He was so sweet"

I nodded again, I wanted him to know I was listening..

"He was fun. And friendly. And he kept complimenting me.." he took a deep breath

"And he kissed me. I was okay with it- but I... he was rough. I didn't like it. He grabbed my sides hard and.. it hurt"

"It's okay.. go slow, baby, it's okay.." I comforted him because his voice was starting to waver

He took a deep breath, in his nose then let it out his mouth..  "Thank you" he whispered, "then.. he lead me through the crowd.. he said he wanted to talk but it was too loud. When... when we got to the back wall, he.. he pushed me against it, hard and I hit my head.."

I grimaced at the thought of Niall getting hurt and I squeezed his hands. 

"he forced my dress up and turned me around.. my face was.. against the dirty wall. I cried and be-begged.. and.. he wouldn't st-stop.."

"Shh.." I cooed and pulled Niall into my lap. He sobbed into my chest and I rocked him.

"You still hurt?" I asked, refering to his body..

"Y-yea.."

"Can I get you anything? Do you have a medicine cabinet?"

"Downstairs, in the kitchen. Cabinet above the extra counter.." he sniffled

I kissed his head and stood, pulling him up with me. I couldn't carry him like Louis carries me- but I brought him to his feet and kept my arms around him as we walked back to the bed

I nudged Louis softly. He stirred and sat up slowly

"What's going on?" he asked worriedly

"Hold him? I'm gonna go grab some pain meds.." I told him

He opened his arms and Niall crawled into his lap. 

I smiled at them and pecked Niall's head then Louis' lips before hurrying downstairs..

Downstairs, I opened the cabinet and looked for Tylenol.. Just as I'd found it, I heard his mum's door open and I froze..

She doesn't know I'm still here. She doesn't know Louis is here. And she can not know we went and partied and Niall got hurt..

I quickly shut the cabinet but before I could find a place to hide, she was behind me and entering the kitchen

"Harry?" she asked, confused

"Uh- h-hey, Maura"

"What're you doing here, honey? There's school tomorrow"

"uhm.. I- It makes me kinda sad to talk about.. just.. home troubles. I needed one more night away.. I promise I won't stay again this week." I rambled a little, trying to lie as best as I could

"Oh, love... This is your home too. Stay as many nights as you need. Is... is your nan okay?"

"yes. Yes, she's not the issue it's just.. my... my mom's around again"

Now, see, I wasn't lying anymore.. but I was scared.. because I'd never told anyone about this. But.. Obviously the boys know.. but Maura has this thing about her- she'll just.. make you talk. Her personality makes you trust her. And she's very trust-worthy. 

So I spilled about my mum.. and my past.. and in the end, I was in tears. She hugged me and told me I was welcome any time- and that she was sorry..

I hurried back upstairs and wiped my eyes before slipping into the room

"Hey.. are.. are you okay?" Louis frowned when he seen me

"I'm okay. Just.. talked to Maura about mum." I admitted

"Mum's awake?" Niall asked, worried

"Yes, but she thinks I'm here because of my home stuff.. and she has no clue about Louis."

I handed Niall his Tylenal and he dry-swallowed the pills. We all laid back down and fell back asleep... none of us planned on actually going to school later.