I Have To Tell You Something (d.m x reader)

37- Y/N

I didn't know I could be so confident, or so straight forward.

What was up with me lately? What if I completely embarrassed myself and he didn't even want to kiss me, but I basically forced him into it, the poor boy. It just made me want to crawl into a little whole and sleep forever and ever.

But he gave me a kiss on the cheek at the end, which made me want to fly away instead, it was a nice touch, and it made me admire him even more.

I could tell he was shy, or nervous, or whatever you wanted to call it, but his eyes were strong, almost blank, like he was trying to hide his real emotions.

His hands had shaken a bit, but they were strong, and the kisses were just perfect.

I hated using that word, perfect, but it truly was. He truly was.

I knew that I'd wanted to get to know him ever since last year, even though he didn't quite notice me yet. I hoped that he thought the same of me, but I doubted.

It was very hard to find out what he was thinking, or what he truly wanted.

I walked up to my room a minute after he did and saw Pansy and Daphne having a chat beside the closed window, and I approached them.

"Hey." I greeted, trying to sound like my normal self.

"Hello." Pansy smirked, crossing her arms.

"Well I'm going to sleep." I excused myself quickly and got ready for bed, not in the mood to be pestered with conversation.

"Well, did you hear that McGonagall might let us roam the castle again? But no Hogsmeade trips or anything like that outside of the castle." Daphne told me from behind.

"That would be nice, we are capable of defending ourselves anyways, and we have already survived the worst. This is just a few old death eater men we're talking about, not the dark lord." I answered, trying to make light of our situation. I slid under my covers.

"Y/n, you always know how to make me feel safe." Pansy sighed, sitting on her bed. I chuckled. I really love my friends.

I slept well that night, in peace, with the doors and windows locked of course. I'm glad there were no disturbances, I would have loved to go back to my normal routines, but I couldn't have been more farther from it.

Waking up, the day felt weird, but maybe it was because I could sleep in and there was no school. Or maybe it was because I kissed Draco yesterday like it was nothing.

Whatever it was that clouded my mind and surroundings, I got changed into some comfortable clothes and went down to break fast with everyone, again, shuffling a few steps and stopping from the crowds of students exiting all at once per McGonagall's request.

When suddenly, I felt a hand hold onto my arm, and pull me through the crowds into an abandoned classroom.

I gasped as I let myself free but the door behind me was locked. Turning around, I was met with Diggory, narrowing my eyes at him, my wand ready in my hand.

"Alright, before you kill me with your looks, I just wanted to let you know that I'm done." We were a few metres apart as he looked at me, keeping his distance.

I didn't respond. "And I'm sorry for forcing you to do things you didn't want to." He continued.

I didn't trust him, but at least he was leaving me alone. I turned to open the door and as I closed it, I swear I could see some anger in his eyes as slammed it shut.

Whatever.