Mistaken Love

08/09/2022

   Uh...
I have a lot of explaining to do, don't I?

Well...
Life has been PRETTY hectic, since the last time I picked up this old book of mine. I can't believe you guys are still reading back on this and commenting! I thought people would have forgotten about this or started to get annoyed with all the old spelling errors and mistakes — let's be real... I can't even read part of the first chapter without cringing at the amount of mistakes I had made, but somehow, you guys still enjoyed it and I appreciate it, so much!

Last time I wrote a chapter or even touched this book was back in 2019 — 3 years ago. What has happened since then, you may ask (or probably not)? A LOT.

I finally moved out of my parents house and into an apartment with my long distance fiancé and our cat, Luna Bean. It's crazy to believe that him and I met, by him simply reading this story on here. Now, in just two short months, we are getting married. Him and I have discovered ourselves more and have picked up (and unfortunately dropped) some hobbies along the way. With the mixture of good news, there's always bad news — and I really don't want to get into that part. Overall, life is weird, I'm weird and I'm still breathing.

I'm going to be honest, though.
I barely write, anymore. I'm so exhausted and mentally drained, that I only obtain the slightest bit of motivation, when I am about to pass out for the night. It bothers me that I can't just sit down and write, like I used to. My fiancé has been amazing, as he's been very encouraging for me to continue writing. I don't want to say that my writing career is coming to an end, because without writing, I would be nothing, but I also don't want to get everyone's hopes up and say I'll be back; I've said that too many times and then I suddenly disappear, again.

I do want to get back into this book, though. Like... I really, REALLY want to. I've been thinking about keeping my cringy, old mistakes up, but adding another book, with my updated writing skills and such on here. However, I'm not entirely sure, just yet. I have a lot of things I need to work through, before I am able to sit down, breathe and write, again. I don't want to go into personal life, but let's just say... My fiancé and I are currently struggling with things, but as long as he is standing by my side, I feel great and forget about my life and mental troubles. Again, I am great and just taking things day by day.

I just wanted to pop back on here and say hi, again! Each day that passes by, I always go back and think about the good times I had on here, with all of my lovely followers and readers. You all supported my hobby and with that, it made me want to stay up super late and write a chapter or five for you. I just hope I can find that motivation, again, so I can make you all happy, like I used to.

I hope you guys are all doing well, yourselves! With how crazy the world is, I want you all to be safe and happy; you deserve it.

I miss you and hope to see you all soon! <3

-Taylor Lynne.