Mistaken Love

For Anybody Who Feels Alone...

Sometimes, depression can form us in ways we don't wish to be formed. It can also make us regret the things we do. Me, on the other hand, have been dealing with depression for quite sometime, and I have to say, it has brought me down for far too long. I've always been quiet about it, since nowadays people say that depression is a way to get everyone's attention, when really, it isn't something to mess around with. Many people don't realize that they're looking through the orbs of a ticking person, as they point and laugh, making that person's timer speed up.
Recently, my problem has destroyed me. It has made me lose connection with so many of my friends, it has made me isolate myself in my room for days on end, it has made my appetite decrease rapidly, and worse of all, it has hurt the friends, who have still stuck with me through my never ending battle. I apologize to the friends, who have officially giving up on me, and I apologize to the ones who are with me now. I apologize that I haven't been myself, or haven't said a word to you in ages. The only thing I wish from you, is your interest in talking to me, when we talk.

My point in making this status, was to show the one's who think they're alone, are not battling alone. Us, quiet speakers and loud announcers are here, battling as well. We all sat together, as we carry an imaginary sword in our hand, and a shield in the other, ready to defeat our demons, ready to fight head first in this life time battle. We know that this battle will end as soon as we gasp our last breath. Yes, it will seize for awhile, but we know they'll attack us once again, and when they do, we'll be ready once again. Sure, they'll wound us from time to time, but we cannot let them win... we cannot let our demons defeat us!

People of Wattpad... My armor may be scratched up and broken, I may have scars and cuts, tears may run down my face, as I'm inching closer to pulling that white flag from my pocket up high... but they'll never defeat me... ever! And they'll never defeat YOU! I have faith in each and every one of you, who have been battling for either a short amount of time, or years on end.

If any of you need anybody to talk to... I am here! I promise! We'll battle together! We'll battle until we become victorious!

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I wrote this and posted it on my Facebook and Instagram. I thought it would be appropriate to post on here.

-Taylor Lynne.
Posted: November 18th, 2016 -- 1:20 AM.