Mistaken Love

Announcement

Edit: This will be deleted within a few days. I don't want to see this after I am better.

   My fellow readers, I have no easy way to say this, but updates may be slow. I received some disturbing news and I can't pull away from it. It happened to me, and I thought it would never happen, but it did, and now I am horribly scarred from this situation and no matter how hard I try not to think about it, it comes back. Unfortunately, the normal things I do when I'm in a horrible mood, has not helped me out at all. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't get my mind off of it. I am in extreme pain and I have no idea what to do.

Guys... If you're going to make friends, or become someone's boyfriend/girlfriend, please... For the love of God... For the sake of your emotional health... please be yourself; please be honest.

I have made a best friend over a popular website. We got super close, and we talked all day, everyday. She told me that she was in her mid-twenties, living by herself with her two dogs, a manger at a popular world wide shore, who lives in a state near mine (Not releasing the state for their safety). After nearly a month of talking to her, she gave me news telling that everything about her was a lie, expect for our shared hobbies and interest. She, was never a she, but a HE. HE was not the age she had given me, but nearly a 30 year old, who lives with his parents and is jobless.

My best friend, who I've become super close over the month, pretending to be someone he's not. He sent me photos of his ex girlfriend, and let me tell you... there were so many photos and it was very  disturbing.

I have never cried and trembled so much in my life before. I never released I could become a catfish victim. It doesn't matter that they were brave enough to tell me after a month, the problem is that he lied about who he really is. I mean, yes, if he was honest with me from the start, I would have denied him, due to his huge age difference.

I'm in a huge emotional mess, and I don't know what to do, and how to forget about this whole thing. I feel horribly sick, light headed, and of course, depressed and angry. It's not even funny anymore.

Again, I apologize for this. I really am. I just need some time to recover and get back to my normal self. It shouldn't take long. After all, I tend to push things off my shoulder easily after a few days, rather the matter is serious or not. Just... I need a week or two tops to recover and I'll be back writing and updating once again. I promise.

Thank you for listening. I hope you all understand and I'll see you all in the next update.

-Taylor Lynne.
Update: January 30th, 2017 -- 6:50 P.M..