COLD HEART🖤 | HYUNIN

(CHAPTER 32). it's alright now

"Please tell me this is not real..."
Jeongin whispered to thin air around him.
His hands wrapped securely around the cold body of hyunjin's.

He felt his heart is going to break in to millions of pieces.
"Why didn't I realized it till now. Why I didn't realized earlier that I wanted you this much..."
Jeongin murmured through the faint cloud of tears that covered his eyes. His vision was blurred due to water filled in his eyes. Nor hyunjin or anything he saw.
Younger shut closed his eyes again to burry his face in older's chest, as he felt his body became weak and giving up.

Jeongin felt his head dizzying inside. He shake head to get rid of it.
With few seconds, the boy realized something is off. He opened his eyes to met a unclear blurred vision.
Right... it looks weired. Apparently it's not due to his own body weakening.. something wrong is happening.
After all those things that happened, it wasn't a surprise that such kind of thing occuring. But jeongin didn't understood what's going to happen next.
He felt air around him rotating.
Speeder..

Not a sound to be heard than the sound of wind. He felt himself shifting away from hyunjin,though he grabbed the other one so tight.

And all went dark.

.......

Hearing jeongin's cries and sobs Minho and Felix were standing outside. Nobody talked.

Minho knew who was Felix but they had never met before. Felix knew very well and everything about other from beginning to the end.

Felix wasn't in a good mood about other. Specially because what jeongin went through few times.
But right now Felix didn't matter any of them. He was so sad what happened. He knew it, that hyunjin was supposed to die at the end anyway.

While both were standing, lost in their own worlds of thoughts, a sudden bang of sound heard from inside. With a flash of light.

The duo looked at each other with widened eyes before rushing inside not knowing what's happening.
"What just happened???
Where are they???"

Felix stared at the empty space before mumbling something.

" Looks like every thing went to their original place"
.....

With whatever odd happening, jeongin gripped on to hyunjin's body tightly without letting him go.

He felt himself lifted in space before ending up falling in to somewhere... apparently to ground.

With the sudden fall, jeongin groaned in pain. Looking around it looked like some room or whatever jeongin didn't mind. All he focused was laying body besides him... lifeless.

Jeongin cluttered his teeth. He felt himself shaking again. His eyes blurred. Whatever just happened, he didn't care a shit of it. All he wished was some miracle to happen and hyunjin to come back at him.

Desperately he checked every inch of older again expecting to find a clue of life in him. Yet at the end it was just him and the cold frozen of his angel.

Jeongin didn't realized they were back in hyunjin house. Nor he realized the faint warmth that covered older's chest slowly by minute to minute.
All he did was sobbing his heart out of pain in his mind.

" Please hyunjin. For fucks sake come back to me. How you dare to leave like this after everything. You have no idea how much precious you were for me. Every second with you was the best moments I had in my life. I don't understand why. But I think my heart was all attached to you. Your words, your touch, your cold attitude, your warm smile that was only for me.. I want all of them back. My body is longing for it . I didn't even realized it till now. I think I.. I think I love you..
Do please. Please don't leave me like this.. hyunjinnn..

"I never thought you was thinking that high of me! It's facinating"

" Of course it was what's on my mind all these times. So please don't go leaving me like this" jeongin replied.

A second of Silence .

"Wait what???"
With widened eyes jeongin lift his head up from other's chest to meet the glittering eyes of hyunjin.

" It's so exciting to hear you talking about me like that " hyunjin said again with confused eyes and surprised look. He can't believe what younger just said. A deep staring of him was later to catched up with a little smirk in his face.

Jeongin just looked at other without another single word.
He was just too afraid that this was another delusion or a dream of his.
Younger pinched himself without breaking the eye contact with hyunjin, ended up yelping out of pain.
"Awwh"

"Yay stop it. you're not dreaming " hyunjin said sitting his upper body straight with few whimpers due to pain in his body.

As soon as hyunjin stabled himself , he was attacked by a tight hug which was able to choke him again.
" hey . I just woke from death. Are you gonna kill me aga.." his words was cut off by the loud crying sound of jeongin.
He was gripping on hyunjin's clothes so hard while hugging tight as he could . Like afraid of hyunjin going away from him again.

"I thought I lost you!? Why would you went there like a brat, knowing you could die at the end!.! Do you only think about yourself??
If you were gone , what would happened to me? Was I supposed to suffer from pain of loosing you till my death??"
Hyunjin was so surprised with younger's sudden behavior, yet he felt himself melting. Hearing those words out of him made hyunjin sunk in a sea of euphoria. But jeongin's tears were worrying him. He just wanted to conceal the boy with warmth.

" If you heard me earlier, all of them were my feelings. I was dying alive thinking you left me."
" How you joking now hyunjin. I felt like my world was a mess a moment ago. All I have is you. I want you. I need you. I.. I love you.. though I just realized it ."

The long narrated story of jeongin was cut off by hyunjin's plump lips.
Hyunjin took the younger to his lap, though his whole body was feeling like a hell due to the wounds from earlier fight.
Jeongin was sit on his lap with legs spreading from sides of hyunjin. Hyunjin wrapped his arm tight around his waist while other held boy's neck.
With no more thoughts just went with other's lead, wrapping his hand around hyunjin's neck tugging his hair, while other hand gripped his back.
Jeongin knew he wanted this.
He loved this. This euphoric feeling. This butterflying feeling in his stomach.

First it was just them just kissing each other. Jeongin kissed back, under the lead of older. Hyunjin slowly took his hand on waist to younger's check, brushing the tears trailed on it. Soon hyunjin pull away resting his forehead on Jeongin, cupping his face with one hand,staring at each other. Nose tips inch away. Watching the beautiful face of younger. Being mesmerized by it.

" You know what.. I love you too.. "
Jeongin was hypnotized. Though any of these felt real, he tried to proceed whatever happening. He felt himself shaking.

Just after hyunjin's words, the lips met again. This time hyunjin grabbed the younger's neck tightly taking it more closer to deepened the kiss. Slowly they kept kissing before hyunjin brushed his tongue across the sweet lip of jeongin, making him gasp, parting the lips .

Taking the chance, a tongue entered jeongin's mouth exploring every inch of it. Hyunjin's other hand kept traveling up and down along the back of younger making shivers passing through jeongin. They kept kissing each other for a time only god knows how long..
Jeongin felt tipsy. He felt drunken from the kiss.
Unlike previous time, he was showered in thousands of feelings.

At last both were pulled away from the long make out gasping for air.
Two of them were high. It was like both waited for this to happen for a long long time.
Looking at each other hyunjin gave him a assuring hug again smiling at himself.
"It's alright now"

To be continued..